love stinks.
Tears drop to the ground and in between every drop you can hear every screaming word I say. I could hear it in your voice you were crying for help... but I wasn't willing to put out my hand. My foolishness has paid. I regret making you feel like you weren't worth anything. Your presence to me was more than I could ever ask for. I was scared. Scared that one way or another someone in the end would get hurt. I was right. But not just someone getting hurt. Both of us. I regret even telling you I loved you. I know I did love you, but I didn't deserve your honesty and your determination to never give up on me. I gave up on everything. And I don't want this story to end, but it there is no other choice we have. I'm hurting you and I don't want to anymore. I don't even know why you feel that I'm worth it, because I'm not. I make bad decisions, tear you apart, and I don't know how to explain my feelings clearly. My famous words aren't acceptable anymore, I've learned that. "I don't know." No... I do know, I once loved you with all my heart. Never wanting you to leave my side. But that can't be the case anymore. We have to part. I just wanted to tell you thanks for always being there, for your lame jokes, yao ming is my buddy, and I will never forget you. I love you.