Dec 11, 2004 23:14
So I haven't wrote in my journal in ages, But I am now so that must count for something, Anyways... I got back yesterday from Jacksonville... it's was fun and very intresting,I met alot of cool people,I was there for a total of four days, But Now off to bigger and better things, I would Like to Make this things to someone special... And they Know who they are, ok here i go, I now have lost alot of respect for you , you tell me one thing and then forget about me, you have really hurt me, and i dont know if I will ever be able to forgive you ... at least not this time, I feel used in many ways cause what you made it out to be and I hate you for it,You only wanted a peice of ass and that makes me sick to my stomach, i cant believe you of all people would do this to me, i trusted you so much and now that is all gone everything is gone , i will never be the same again, I am Ending things With everyone, Dont come to me for anything anymore, I can't help you i am sorry, Cause i honestly dont care for anyone anymore, YOU ALL CAN FUCK OFF, i know thats sounds bad but i cant help it anymore i am sick of being fucking nice to you and getting nothing in return. so this is goodbye