so the story goes..
so today was just ANOTHER typical high school day. except the countdown number for today is only 2. WOO HOO! i can't wait until i have the chance to get away from all the childish things which my school includes. my summer is going to be great. from june 14-17 i am going to American All-Stars Dance Camp in Hammond, LA at SOUTHEASTERN. its going to be absolutely great. from june 23-27 i am going to the INTERNATIONAL Junior Civitan Convention in Birmingham, AL. with the lovely paigers, heidi, erika, and carolyn. great times to come! i will also be traveling a lot to see my family in lafayette, mississippi, and alabama. the trip to thailand got pushed back to the fall, due to my uncle getting settled in and then coming back in september for the wedding. yay!
lately, my life has been going great except for the few cuts that want to just get larger and larger. i have decided that next year is MY SENIOR YEAR and nothing or nobody is going to ruin it for me . i refuse to fall for anything so i will stand for something. i want to make next year the best ever. and won't stop until it is. my self-happiness is all that i really need right now , and it's what i have. counting on yourself is all that anyone can do. these days it is literally impossible to find someone who you can entrust your deepest secrets, or be caring, for that fact, understanding. it's all too dramatic for me. i'm so happy to still have my best friends in life, but yet i mourn at the loss of some. i'm sure things will be different onece we graduate and go our seperate ways. though it would be nice to start the year off clean, NO complications, NO arguments, NO hatred, and NO STUPID BULLSHIT.
to anyone i have ever caused pain , anger, or hard times to, I'm sorry. Yes, that's right, Maggie is apologizing. those who know me very well, know that i cannot be mean to people. it's just not me. but sometimes it happens. and i'm apologizing now for all of it. if you read this, and i've hurt you somehow, let me know. i'll give you a personal apology. you deserve one.
PJaY-- 3rd grade. man, it's been a long time. and we're still the best of friends. thanks for helping me keep my sanity after all this time. i love you banana# 2
AsHLeY- I wish everything was different. you'll always be my friend no matter what. i know we've hit hard times. i'll always be there for you if ever you need a helping hand. i still love you gal. sorry.
ViCe-- you light up my freakin life. thanks for always making me laugh and smile when i had a bad day. i love you so so much !
PiJoR-- oh, how i heart you! i don't know what i would do without my 2nd hour therapist. we have some really great memories > waffle house - eric - damon - tigerettes - sparkle's class- they just keep coming. SOUTHEASTERN BOUND BABY!. love you!
next update: June 1, 2005 > after graduation