todays 11 months
okay so today is that day. its been 11 months since he died. i cant believe it. 11 months and im a totally different person. its funny how you have to lose someone that big in your life to realize that if you dont change you could be ruining your own. everything i do is for him, just so i can make him proud and so i can see him again. or will i ever see him again? some days i think ill never be able to again. should i listen to what people tell me (that its only a footstep away) or should i just face the fact that never is a really long time? i miss you dad. wait for me in paradise. <3brittianna