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I am a miserable person, who has not succeeded at much in life. I spread my pain and misery to those around me like an infection. I hurt the ones I love and those who love me. I dont know how to enjoy life anymore. I cry. I get high. Im lonely. I secretly want to die. My emotions have ruined my life. Most of my smiles are not real. Im sad. Im in pain.Ive never felt so empty in my life. I feel numb, no emotion, no soul, and I have no purpose. Im tired. My heart hurts.