Oct 17, 2006 22:49
Hmmm. So ive been gone for so long you guys! And i know that no one ever read this thing anymore, but what the hell. ummm i tried something new today i did this whole geisha hair thing (in reality i got to lazy to finish straighting my hair) i love trying new things. it makes me happen to have a change in my life infact its actually really just a high for me. but in some things i like not to change like for instints the smell of my sheets. or even of course my boyfriend. we are going on a year and i dont want change. i love that. you would think that since i change everthing i would change who i have as one but no i didnt. i try my hardest to do things for him like my hair and makeup things i dont feel i need (im beautiful! lol) but i do it for him. no matter what i may be going through hes always there and sometimes i get so angry when i cant have him there. im selfish i know that and i have complete knowledge of that but oh well thats me right. i dont know this was just me being random i guess. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXIA!!!! i know i know im early lol.