live in my head for just one day
i see myself and look away
the road is showing now on my face
soon i'll disappear
i'll disappear without a fucking trace
faces that i've seen turn old and grey
i've lost too many freinds along the way
memories i never thought would fade
they fade and blow away
i wish that i could disappear
unzip my skin and leave it here
so i could be no one again
and never let nobody,
i'd let nobody
i'd let nobody in
so now the walls are closing in
because in life you sink or swim
sometimes these shoes don't feel right in my head
feel like a book that can't be read,
a book that can't be,
a book that can't be read
side-note: seeing as you still read my journal and i still read yours, it would be hypocritical of me to tell you to stop reading mine. however, i will say that if you read it, don't assume that everything is about you that i choose to post. i felt like posting song lyrics. they were not in an attempt to "get to you", i didn't post them to continue internet drama. i just posted lyrics. that's it. don't read into it than that.