baby!
wow! i dont even know where to begin. i have so much emotion flowing right now..i wish i could speak to you in person but hopefully youll read this. man i dont know where i should begin. i just want to set hings right. its like 5 o clock right now..A.M.i cant sleep i dont know why though. just because im thinking of you. ur asleep as i speak right now...but oh how i wish you were awake with me cradled in my arms. how i long to feel your heartbeat against my chest and to hear your soothing voice once more.it was great seeing you tonight. (well actually yesterday night) i was so glad to see you. i really wish you wouldnt of had to leave. i wanted you to stay. man i just got done watching a movie. it was. A MAN APART. with vin diesel. it was about this guy who lost his wife..she got murdered by a drug lord..anywho. it just got me thinking.thinking about what i would do if i lost you.and i realized how mad crazy in love i am with you. i was holding your cookie monster close to me imagining that it was you instead. i started to cry because i could relate to how the guy felt aboout what i would do if i were to lose you. i was imagining that the cookie monster was you and i was telling it how much i loved it(loved you). wishing that it was you who i was speaking to. and hoping that somehow you could hear me. honey i know that this weekend was really crazy and that we didnt speak much at all. but i just want you to know that you are a very special person to me and that could never change. you sit in my heart and keep it safe baby. and there is nothing that could ever replace the love that you have given me. and i hope that you feel the same way too. but anyways honey. i know this weekend was weird. but i honest to god was only trying to look out for our best intrests and not piss off your mom. well i guess thats all i have to say. i hope thateverything has been set rigth now. and since its like 511 right now i dont know when ill be awake today but ill give you a call whenever i wake up..and on tuesday everything will be back to normal again i promise you baby gurl from the depths of my heart. so goodnight my love. i cant wait for this whole situation to blow over between me you and your mom. but i have a feeling everything will be allright.remember what that thing said about us baby girl!"one who moves rocks at first will move mountains later" remember that, that is the biggest sign that we have ever had that no matter what everything would always turn out good for us. and thatwas definetly something that i will never forget. ELINA SARKISYAN I JUST REALIZED WHAT A LUCKY MAN I AM TO HAVE A BEAUTIFUL,LOVING GIRL LIKE YOU.AND I COUL NEVER LOSE YOU.I LOVE YOU!! now im gonna go and pretend like im sleeping with you in my arms and whisper i love you and hope that you will hear me(im actaually just gonna cuddle up to cookiemonster lol, but you know what i mean) I LOVE YOU ELINA<3
cory with love.
cory with love.