whats up
yea its still sring break sorry its been so long since ive updated. im at my moms house. so to te;ll you this sring break has been aweswome man ive been able to spen alot of time with elina and chill at her house. the whole weekend i helped her and her parents at their rental house so thats cool even tho i was working i still got to hang out with her. and mondy she came over to eat at my moms. then today we went to do some more work but we really idnt end up doing that much work i just rode around with then while the were running some erands. so we were juss riding around al day pretty much. and i was helping them do some stuff because elinas mom stepped on a nail so she really wasnt able to walk and elina was driving around all day. which was fun to see her driving. man do i love that girl so much. im sorry i know tha all of you know this by now but i cant help telling the world about my love for her. which by the way i finally stepped out on a limb and told her exactly how i felt about her. you know..she already koew i loved her but i wanted to find a way to tell her exactly how much i loved her and i couldnt rea;lly find a way to express my self..but i just went out and said it it took about ten minutes to explain exactly how i felt but i just wanted her to understand how freaking much i loved her. and it was really productive because it for one felt like a horse was lifted from my shoulders because i wanted her to know how much i really loved her but i didnt know how so it took alot of guts to just come out and spill my heart. i mean it was completely unscripted i just told her what spilled from me. and i was kinda scared i dont know why but i think it was because we came this far already and i wanted her to know how i felt and i knew that she loved me but i wasnt still absolutley sure whether or nit she was serious about commiting the way i am so i was kinda scared that she would run away if she knew how serious i was.....but needless to say SHE LOVES ME!!!!!! and she even gave me props on coming out and saying it and she said that she felt the same way and not to be scared. i know its kinda stupid but it was such a relief to hear her say that i started to cry on the phone i just wished that i could have seen her so i could cry my tears of happiness on her shoulder. man i lovo damn much you dont even know.............i cant wait to marry that girl.
I LOVE HER<3...deamnive lost all my o-rings. but oh well...oh and this weekendim going to work with her and her parents in somewhere called something..im not sure but its like an hour and a half away. but we are going with her dad and her mom to help them at this girl scout party thing to take pictures an we'll be there from friday at like 6 to saturday at like 12 so im spending the night..itsgonna be weird stayingthe night thinking that she only a few feet away from me.. so close ahhh!! i wont be able to sleep.. and wer are gonna be sleeping in the same room as her parents. i hope i dont wake up in the morning with a boner that would be weird and i dont wanna sleep in my boxers infront of her parents that would be weird too. but anyway i goota go its gettin late later ppl.
I LOVE HER<3...deamnive lost all my o-rings. but oh well...oh and this weekendim going to work with her and her parents in somewhere called something..im not sure but its like an hour and a half away. but we are going with her dad and her mom to help them at this girl scout party thing to take pictures an we'll be there from friday at like 6 to saturday at like 12 so im spending the night..itsgonna be weird stayingthe night thinking that she only a few feet away from me.. so close ahhh!! i wont be able to sleep.. and wer are gonna be sleeping in the same room as her parents. i hope i dont wake up in the morning with a boner that would be weird and i dont wanna sleep in my boxers infront of her parents that would be weird too. but anyway i goota go its gettin late later ppl.