broken

[xxcrackxkillsxx]

I have no idea what is going on in my life, i have neevr cared for a person as much as this one but it seems i have lost. I thought last night was the last of our days..there was soo much drama and both our night were ruined. This girl has hit a specail place in my heart and i cant see my self without her, she is my everything. Things are changing now, she is becoming more into things in not that into and it feels like im getting left in the dust. All i want is to be happy, but i can never be happy again, its not possible for me, i have been cursed. Im trying my hardest to make things work liek they used to and i hope she is trying and does care for em as much as she says. Only time can tell, I hope all works out and there are happy heart and faces once again....I pray everynight for her happiness and for nothing bad to happen to her, I love her.

PS-my left hand is broken and my right hand needs stiched and has a splint on it, this was very hard to type, thank you