I had no intention of writing this down, but all of this is constantly going on in my head... and seeing as theres literally only one person whos going to read this.. idc
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So I still check my livejournal too!kristinerdlandJuly 10 2009, 07:19:58 UTC
Sorry you had such a shitty week and I know there's really not much I can say to make you feel better about it but I'm going to try.
I know exactly how you feel so don't feel alone. Honestly, the only remedy is to just get through it. Up until about 2 weeks ago, all of 2009 has been going horribly for me. I totaled my car, I almost failed 2 classes so I had to drop them, I liked a guy who didn't like me but still used me for sex, I didn't have any money, my parents were constantly mad at me over what seemed like everything, I had no self-esteem, I tore my ACL and I was super depressed throughout all of it. It was soooooo shitty. But, I think I'm finally starting to get a hold of the depression.
I also know what you are talking about with a depressed mom too. I practically lived at Joe's house for a year and seeing his mom some days was so painful. I also know what it's like to lose someone you love to someone else.
I know what you are going through and it's so much better going through something like that with someone else to talk to or be there for you. Honestly, if you need anything give me a call or just shoot me a text. Take a trip down to Orlando and I'll help distract you. I wouldn't even mind taking a trip up to Tally to visit ya if ya want. I'm sure Sho would come with me.
Don't feel alone and your life isn't falling apart. I really think I can help you change that mind-set.
You are amazing and life is amazing. I always feel like I'm wasting my time living when I'm depressed because there is so much good out there that I'm not paying attention to. It's just important to try to focus on how much good there still is in life rather than the bad we are dealt with. Honestly, there is not really much we can do about the bad but just deal with it. Take it as it is, reflecting and soaking on it doesn't accomplish anything.
CALL ME sometime when you have time. or IM me. Or something. Let's talk. I know you, I know Sam. I can help you understand where she's coming from through all of this too. I want to help so you don't have to waste 6 months like I did.
I know exactly how you feel so don't feel alone. Honestly, the only remedy is to just get through it. Up until about 2 weeks ago, all of 2009 has been going horribly for me. I totaled my car, I almost failed 2 classes so I had to drop them, I liked a guy who didn't like me but still used me for sex, I didn't have any money, my parents were constantly mad at me over what seemed like everything, I had no self-esteem, I tore my ACL and I was super depressed throughout all of it. It was soooooo shitty. But, I think I'm finally starting to get a hold of the depression.
I also know what you are talking about with a depressed mom too. I practically lived at Joe's house for a year and seeing his mom some days was so painful. I also know what it's like to lose someone you love to someone else.
I know what you are going through and it's so much better going through something like that with someone else to talk to or be there for you. Honestly, if you need anything give me a call or just shoot me a text. Take a trip down to Orlando and I'll help distract you. I wouldn't even mind taking a trip up to Tally to visit ya if ya want. I'm sure Sho would come with me.
Don't feel alone and your life isn't falling apart. I really think I can help you change that mind-set.
You are amazing and life is amazing. I always feel like I'm wasting my time living when I'm depressed because there is so much good out there that I'm not paying attention to. It's just important to try to focus on how much good there still is in life rather than the bad we are dealt with. Honestly, there is not really much we can do about the bad but just deal with it. Take it as it is, reflecting and soaking on it doesn't accomplish anything.
CALL ME sometime when you have time.
or IM me. Or something. Let's talk. I know you, I know Sam. I can help you understand where she's coming from through all of this too.
I want to help so you don't have to waste 6 months like I did.
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