Aug 14, 2005 20:23
Ya well i went 2 work 2day i didnt really no i had work.. then i heard about How bill died.. that was just great.... JUST MOTHER FUCKING GREAT....
Kristi called me and confirmed it..
so then i immeditly left even though i looked like crap.. not that i mattered.. i walked over to the water sat and cryed thinking back over all the memeories we had.. thinking of the last time i saw him....
i walked to win-dixy and they let me in even though it closed at 7 (it was like 8:00) and i talked to mona.. she knew about him.. more crying and hugging.. me and her talk about how fucked up it was i grabed some beer and together me and her went to the back and tried to make us feel.. alittle better.. like it would.. but w/e...
god its so fucked up every mother fucker i get close to dies.. so if i was you i would run away from me
R.I.P. Bill houghton.. a good friend.. a good person..i wish it was me ..instead of you