Sep 13, 2004 22:16
There's no easy way to say this, he's going to be pretty mad no matter how I word it. I'm packed, I have a plane ticket, and I need to go back to Los Angeles. Fred was right; I'm hiding behind his well toned commando body. It's not fair to him or to my friends, and I need to get over it. If Angel is done with us, I have to be to. If he wants Faith...
I'll resist the urge to tell him where to shove it-he's already doing that.
I still have a lot going for me. I'm the hottest seer on the west coast, no, on any coast, and I'm going to move in with one of my closest friends. It's not happily ever after, but it works. I didn't need a fairytale romance anyway, everyone knows they're reserved for the feature films that I'm not in. I still don't regret that, and I don't think that I ever will. Which does not mean that I haven't grown increasingly tired of the nice guys finish last deal, I have.
My decision to fight evil wasn't soley based on Angel, it was hardly partly based on him. So he'd better not flatter himself into thinking that I did it all for him.
((open to Riley!))