Mar 21, 2004 07:06
wednesday: went to the coast with britan
friday: went to a party on the beach.
drank way too much.
puked on a hot guy.
hot guy carries me back to my room with my puke on him.
meanwhile he's holding my face and making me look in his eyes while giving me a speach about how i'm hurting my friends and family by being an alcoholic.
do i hear him? no. why? because im way too far gone. (and thinking about his hotness)
now: more pdap meetings for me, my best friend doesn't want to know me anymore or be friends, my parents are fighting.
AND ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS THE HOT GUY. (but not really cuz i feel bad.)
whats wrong with me?!