Mar 30, 2005 18:02
Alright, I have some major confessing to do. I don't really hate Rob Sankey. I admire him greatly because he has everything that I've ever wanted in life. I dislike him because of how he treated me last year, as well as this year. He has a closed mind, and he's somewhat hypocritical, but I still don't hate him. I've heard that he doesn't like me because of my being 'anarchist'. Wow, that is quite far away from what I am. I don't like the government, I don't like the police, and no, I don't like our president..but I'm far from being anarchist. I think of myself as more of an anti-conformist, but whatever. I would also like to say that I wish I were never born here. I just don't fit in. Yeah, I have friends and family, but I just don't have that much in common with anyone anymore. I've been letting the real me out for the past few years..the me that I had been hiding since I was six. I feel so depressed lately, and I absolutely hate it. I hate being depressed, and I hate people who are depressed. Feeling like this is completely against my beliefs, but yet I do. The only things I have to look forward to are 1)being able to drive 2)being able to buy beer (legally) 3)Graduating, going to college and living in Buffalo and 4)Leaving everything to do with Tonawanda behind me.
Toe Sodally Yours, V