i havnt updated this thing in forever
Ok well as some of you may know im single now. Its okie more time for myself. No im not upset im fine tehe *does happy dance* im inlike with a new person just friends now but he is really cool. well then that covers my oh so nice love life. okay now friends, i never expected my turest friends to say such things about me its like i cant trust ne1 its all me by myself in this world. I have one friend, matt from toronto he is great until things god screwie b/w us and it fell apart but now were rebuilding our relationship. tabbie and i arnt as close but imt rying ym best and ppl who i thought hated me are now becoming friends. My closet friend i ever had died so now i only have 4 more which will be nameless. the otehrs i had are now just friends for i found out that when im not there they make m seem like the worst person. now im onto family. My mom shes okay i guess she snaps once in a while letting out all her anger and it upsets me cuz when i get nervous and all worked up i cry cuz i cant ahndle it cuz i ahve to hold it all in or ill get the beating of my life. now my brother , seriously something is way far up his ass , he is being the biggest jerk towards me latly and its pissing me off. he is nice when he wants to be but latly i just hate how he is. my dad well i havnt talked to him much latly but hes cool, embaresses me at time when he meets up with me with his short shorts and tshrirt and sandels riding on the motered scooter...oh yes how wonderful lol but hes great . well now me, im dying...no i lied im healthy im going to only once concert b4 i leave on to vacation which is in portugal but im going to warped tour should be really fun alot of ppl i noe are going so yay! and umm i dono what else to say , i might dye my hair dono how yet but might got a new piercing yada yada oh gianfrancos [arty is on saterdat thats should be cool , my friend<3 might go if he can and i hope gianfranco likes mine and natalies gift it super cool and full of laughs hehe. and my grandmotrher came in a few weeks ago from portugal shes leaving tomorrow *tear* i just hope it wont be the last time i say good bye to her