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first Thanksgiving in my life that I wasn't with anyone that I'm related to. I went to Bobby's family get together thing and it was neato. We played pictionary and me and Bobby's mom stomped ass. Then we came back to Lexington and had Thanksgiving with the roomates and played scattergories.
What is with Kentucky and board games?!
Oh yeah! I ate meat! I ate meat I ate meat I ate meat! And it wasn't much like how I thought it would be. It was good but I remembered turkey being sooo awesome. I felt gross the whole time.
Finals coming up....bahahahahaa. hahaha ah ha.
(anxiety giggles)
I officially worked at express for a week. That was fun (50% discount I'm decked out)I need another job.
Dale me and Bobby are going to some job where you answer telephones and get paid a whole bunch for it. I'm going to place bets on all of us. I give dale a few days short of a month. I give myself 2-3 weeks and Bobby about oh maybe a month tops.
Mom's letting me take control of my account that has the rest of my loan money. Not a good idea. Needless to say, everyone is going to have a really cool christmas present from me and I'm going to be wearing awesome clothes and by March the account will probably be empty again...and I'll most likely be well dressed and homeless.
I'm getting more and more excited about going home for Christmas. I don't only want to party this year though. I want more time with my momma AND I want to go look at TWU in person. I'm pretty set that that's where I want to go next fall but I want to see for myself just in case I have to apply to UNT or UTD real quick. This week I've decided that my major is psychology and I'm going to stick with Texas schools while I'm an undergrad. I want to get my master's in another country. I don't know where yet. And I'm not all the way sure why I want to go to another country then. But for some reason not all the way known to me I do so that's what I plan on doing.
I want my friends to come with me. We can all live on a big boat. And drink mudslides and go dancing...in matching clothes...or at least color coordinated ones. And we'll take group pictures. And vacation to Florida in the summer and go skiing in the alps. We'll all have birkenstocks that reflect our personalitites. We'll go to college with our Lisa Frank school supplies and beat ugly kids up whenever we feel like it.
Oh my god. I don't have the slightest idea why I wrote any of the previous paragraph. I can't stop laughing.
Why on earth would we beat up ugly people? I've never even been skiing and that's by choice!
anyway,
Life is good.
When I open my closet I got a lot to wear.
When I open the fridge there's so many good things to eat.
When I eat I don't feel guilty anymore.
When I look in the mirror I usually get more naked so I can check myself out.
Bobby's always with me so I always feel safe.
School challenges me but I always do great and I have yet to take on more than I can handle.
The kitten keeps me laughing...I keep myself laughing.
I love Rachael and Dale and Amber and all the people that are amazing here.
All I need now is Texas for awhile (and to turn 21)and everything will hopefully be close to perfect for a few years.
My intention for this entry was to post a secret. Well, I guess to not make it a secret anymore...After I do that I'll have nothing to hide anymore. But even in an internet blog it's going to take more courage then I thought. Maybe in a few days...I promised myself to have it in text before the week is over. I feel like this one thing makes me a coward and makes things about me dark or frustrating or...well, I'm not really sure. I'm still trying to figure it all out. In order to stop it can't be a secret anymore that's the first step I guess you could say.
What is with Kentucky and board games?!
Oh yeah! I ate meat! I ate meat I ate meat I ate meat! And it wasn't much like how I thought it would be. It was good but I remembered turkey being sooo awesome. I felt gross the whole time.
Finals coming up....bahahahahaa. hahaha ah ha.
(anxiety giggles)
I officially worked at express for a week. That was fun (50% discount I'm decked out)I need another job.
Dale me and Bobby are going to some job where you answer telephones and get paid a whole bunch for it. I'm going to place bets on all of us. I give dale a few days short of a month. I give myself 2-3 weeks and Bobby about oh maybe a month tops.
Mom's letting me take control of my account that has the rest of my loan money. Not a good idea. Needless to say, everyone is going to have a really cool christmas present from me and I'm going to be wearing awesome clothes and by March the account will probably be empty again...and I'll most likely be well dressed and homeless.
I'm getting more and more excited about going home for Christmas. I don't only want to party this year though. I want more time with my momma AND I want to go look at TWU in person. I'm pretty set that that's where I want to go next fall but I want to see for myself just in case I have to apply to UNT or UTD real quick. This week I've decided that my major is psychology and I'm going to stick with Texas schools while I'm an undergrad. I want to get my master's in another country. I don't know where yet. And I'm not all the way sure why I want to go to another country then. But for some reason not all the way known to me I do so that's what I plan on doing.
I want my friends to come with me. We can all live on a big boat. And drink mudslides and go dancing...in matching clothes...or at least color coordinated ones. And we'll take group pictures. And vacation to Florida in the summer and go skiing in the alps. We'll all have birkenstocks that reflect our personalitites. We'll go to college with our Lisa Frank school supplies and beat ugly kids up whenever we feel like it.
Oh my god. I don't have the slightest idea why I wrote any of the previous paragraph. I can't stop laughing.
Why on earth would we beat up ugly people? I've never even been skiing and that's by choice!
anyway,
Life is good.
When I open my closet I got a lot to wear.
When I open the fridge there's so many good things to eat.
When I eat I don't feel guilty anymore.
When I look in the mirror I usually get more naked so I can check myself out.
Bobby's always with me so I always feel safe.
School challenges me but I always do great and I have yet to take on more than I can handle.
The kitten keeps me laughing...I keep myself laughing.
I love Rachael and Dale and Amber and all the people that are amazing here.
All I need now is Texas for awhile (and to turn 21)and everything will hopefully be close to perfect for a few years.
My intention for this entry was to post a secret. Well, I guess to not make it a secret anymore...After I do that I'll have nothing to hide anymore. But even in an internet blog it's going to take more courage then I thought. Maybe in a few days...I promised myself to have it in text before the week is over. I feel like this one thing makes me a coward and makes things about me dark or frustrating or...well, I'm not really sure. I'm still trying to figure it all out. In order to stop it can't be a secret anymore that's the first step I guess you could say.