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why am i so self conscious
why do i hate myself in every aspect when hes not here? I feel so alive when im with him it makes no sense at all.
i hate beating myself up and then semi taking it out on his wonderful soul. The worst part is, somehow he makes me feel tenthousand times better, even when its not his fault or his responsibility and hes got lots to think about like SPANISH tests.
these past few days.. oh boy have they been nothing short of emotions to the 39th power
Firestix7 [9:54 PM]: me=stress you dont need.
Jake jekle 5 [9:54 PM]: you= love i need
Firestix7 [9:55 PM]: and you know youll always have my love.
Firestix7 [9:55 PM]: whenever you need it
Firestix7 [9:55 PM]: as a girlfriend and as a friend.
Jake jekle 5 [9:56 PM]: so are you like my love bank
Jake jekle 5 [9:56 PM]: ?
Firestix7 [9:56 PM]: yes
Jake jekle 5 [9:56 PM]: can i make a deposit?
Firestix7 [9:56 PM]: we give out interest-free loans.
Firestix7 [9:56 PM]: yeah but you have to come in to do that
Firestix7 [9:56 PM]: we dont do that drive by stuff.
Firestix7 [9:57 PM]: lets just say at Chelsea's bank of Love we like to get personal ;)
Jake jekle 5 [9:57 PM]: i cant put my love in one of those tube things
Jake jekle 5 [9:57 PM]: hahahahah
Firestix7 [9:57 PM]: okay, this is getting out of hand tuby man.
Firestix7 [9:57 PM]: okay
why do i hate myself in every aspect when hes not here? I feel so alive when im with him it makes no sense at all.
i hate beating myself up and then semi taking it out on his wonderful soul. The worst part is, somehow he makes me feel tenthousand times better, even when its not his fault or his responsibility and hes got lots to think about like SPANISH tests.
these past few days.. oh boy have they been nothing short of emotions to the 39th power
Firestix7 [9:54 PM]: me=stress you dont need.
Jake jekle 5 [9:54 PM]: you= love i need
Firestix7 [9:55 PM]: and you know youll always have my love.
Firestix7 [9:55 PM]: whenever you need it
Firestix7 [9:55 PM]: as a girlfriend and as a friend.
Jake jekle 5 [9:56 PM]: so are you like my love bank
Jake jekle 5 [9:56 PM]: ?
Firestix7 [9:56 PM]: yes
Jake jekle 5 [9:56 PM]: can i make a deposit?
Firestix7 [9:56 PM]: we give out interest-free loans.
Firestix7 [9:56 PM]: yeah but you have to come in to do that
Firestix7 [9:56 PM]: we dont do that drive by stuff.
Firestix7 [9:57 PM]: lets just say at Chelsea's bank of Love we like to get personal ;)
Jake jekle 5 [9:57 PM]: i cant put my love in one of those tube things
Jake jekle 5 [9:57 PM]: hahahahah
Firestix7 [9:57 PM]: okay, this is getting out of hand tuby man.
Firestix7 [9:57 PM]: okay