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Im so wishy-washy i dont even know what i want right nwo. today has pretty much been horrible, a waste of my time minus my math test. I hope it went well. Im sick right before this damn psychology test which i am not in the least bit prepared for.
On top of all of it, im feeling self-conscious and wondering things i really shouldnt be wondering, I think too deeply into shit and i hate it so much im about to bust into tears at any moment.
I hate myself i have the ugliest burn marks on my stomach, more of a reason on top of my unshapely belly not to wear a bathing suit.
im getting really emotional i think i know what time it is.
why cant i just feel like he cares because i know he does, its just hard to stay convinced.
On top of all of it, im feeling self-conscious and wondering things i really shouldnt be wondering, I think too deeply into shit and i hate it so much im about to bust into tears at any moment.
I hate myself i have the ugliest burn marks on my stomach, more of a reason on top of my unshapely belly not to wear a bathing suit.
im getting really emotional i think i know what time it is.
why cant i just feel like he cares because i know he does, its just hard to stay convinced.