~*Update*~
-Friday-September 17-
school. all day all i kept thinking about was the party! i could NOT wait! lunch and OGT prep (we had a study hall) was awesome tho. during lunch there was a HUGE moshpit cuz there was only one lunch line. there was pushing, shoving and cutting. everyone was on everyone elses ass. it was HILARIOUS i was eating angelas hair the entire time we were that close! lmao! during OGT prep, tina was telling me that cece was in front of her in line and as soon as the line moved 2 inches tina PUSHED cece forcing her to cut like 3 people and cece TRIPPED almost falling! LMAO! me n her were laughing for the rest of class. AT LEAST 20 mins---NO JOKE! we could NOT stop laughing! it was sick! i was crying a river, tina was laughing so hard. the story isnt that funny, but for sum reason that day...it was! haha! it was greattttt! ish took the bus home with us. he got out of school at 12pm so him n his friend joe walked up to auggies n chilled at lakewood park til we came out. he went over jessicas afterwards. cece was doing sum HARDCORE flirting...shes an embarassment! lol NoO! i love my fern! <3
*PARTY*
first off let me say that...the party was AWESOME! annas moms boyfriend john gave me n anna a ride to natalies house at like 7ish. i called garrett around 4ish to make sure he was still going and i told him to be ready between 7 and 8 cuz id go 'pick him up'. hehe. i showered and got pimped out and stuff. it was grand. i brought banana rum which we had in our fridge for quite sum time but never drank. my parents wouldnt even kno it was gone. if they asked, id just tell them i threw it out a long time ago ;) im bad. i kno. its ok tho. cece was already there. her sister bought her sum watermelon pucker for the party. whoop whoop! lol me n anna dropped our shit off and went to go pick up garrett. when we were there, dorothy was asking me a shit load of ?s! she asked where we were going and i said to a birthday party which garrett didnt tell his mom! shes like 'u gotta bring a gift!' and hes like 'NO I DONT' and i said 'no he doesnt!' lol then she was asking if there was gonna be smoking and drinking. of course i said NO. she asked if there was adults over natalies and i said 'yes'....i was SCERRED! lol we left after about 10 mins of ?ing and shaina running over to us. lmao it was grand. we walked to natalies house and were chillin outside. ellen came over. we chilled outside on natalies porch just chilling and talking and stuff. it was fun as hell. jessica called me and said that she was gonna come to the party with ish! ah! they came at like......8-9ish? it was so much fun! i had these little fuzz balls that were on a rubber cord that i stole off of a girls coat in jc pennys last saturday and i was playing with them when ellen snatched one of my balls and broke it! she ripped the elastic out of one =( we decided it needed to be put to rest. me n ish went in the street and were setting it on fire but ellen kept running over and stepping on it, making it put out =( it mad me VERY mad and sad. lol after chilling outside sum more i decided we should go start drinking. we all went in the house (except for cece + ellen-who was outside smoking) and were drinking. cece chugged a lot of her pucker, i had a sip, and garrett had a shitload as well. thats basically where all of ceces shit went. it was done in 3 seconds flat. thank god i brought sum shit! we then had sum shots. most people had 2-3 but i had NO JOKE like 9-10. garrett had a shitload as well. i got jessica to have a shot as well as ish and ish acted like he was mad at jessica. i dont kno y...it was odd. like 4 mins after ish's ONE shot, he comes up to me in THE CUTEST voice and says 'carmela, will u get me a glass of milk?' and i almost PISSED myself! he wanted MILK! so damn adorable! ah! we then went outside where we finished sum shots and i drank the last of what was in the bottle which was like....4 more shots? i was DRUNK OFF MY ASS! it was hilarious. garrett was going crazy and even put on ceces 'birthday' crown and was saying 'im a princess' over and over again. what a jackass! i was sitting outside on the porch and was dizzy as hell. i had the rum bottle between my legs (i was sitting indian style) and i was like 'hey i have a penis!' and i was pretending to jack off. it was the funniest shit EVER! i was running in and out of the house getting water to put in the bottle and i would throw the bottle away from me (while holding it) forcing the water to come out and i kept telling 'im ejaculating!' i did it like 15 times. at one point while i was in the house, anna n cece were on garrett fighting him for sumthing and i poured 'my ejaculation' on annas face. LMAO it was all over her hoodie. just water, but funny as hell all the same! garrett went to the bathroom and came outside saying he was having trouble getting his zipper down after it was zipped? we were all confused and he was asking for sumone to help him. natalies like 'let carmela do it =)~' and hes like 'ok :walks over to me:' then natalies like 'if she doesnt make it go down, sumthing else will go uP!' ;) i ignored her comment and went for his fly. i zipped it higher (even tho it was already zipped) he was like 'U FIXED IT!' lol it was odd. but oh so damn hot! lol we chilled outside sum more and were talking and laughing. garrett was saying that anna bit his thigh when they were fighting earlier and he took off his pants and was showing everyone. i wasnt there when he first did it so anna told him to show me and he did! ah! he had on black boxers! lol it was yUmmy! hehe. then me, anna, garrett, ish and jessica went in the house. jessica is a lightweight. after one and a half shots, she was DRUNK OFF HER ASS. she was wobbling around yelling and laughing and wearing natalie's 4 year old niece's sunglasses. it was such a joke! ish was sitting at one end of the couch and i was sitting on the other but was in a half-way laying down notion. i had my legs up on top of natalies coffee table, but my head was close to ish. anna was sitting on the love seat. SUPPOSEDLY the way i was laying i was 'all over ish' everyone kept saying. they can KISS MY ASS! earlier at the party i was playing with garretts arm hairs for NO reason, but just becuz so i decided to play with ish's arm hairs. lol he took off his hat and i was playing with his hair and like massaging his head. his hair was SO PRETTY! lol. he lifted up his shirt at one point to show the hair on his tummy. i didnt touch that tho. lol im a good girl >;) then ish was holding his knee and rubbing it cuz 'it hurt'. he said it hurt cuz he was walking all day (since after school) so i offerred to rub it for him, cuz im nice like that-lol. i was BARELY touching it and he flips out yelling "NO CARMELA DONT! STOP!' when cece walks in. she takes it TOTALLY differently and walks back out where her, ellen n natalie were chilling. jessica then went out to join them. at one point i was holding ish's knee and he was comfortable. garrett was up and wandering around and decided to start throwing shit at my ass (which was out in the open given the way i was laying/sitting) he was throwing a little pink flipper that was breanna's (natalies niece) doll's. it HURT so bad! i got bruises! he was telling me to throw it back at his crotch which is what i was doing. i missed a couple times, but when i did hit him in the crotch it didnt hurt cuz i was weak and tired as HELL. me n garrett continued to throw shit back and forth while i asked ish random ?s. lol i asked what his fav color is. he said red. he doesnt have a fav movie or song. lol then i just gave up. anna then offerred to go get ish ice in a ziplock bag cuz it hurt so badly. i then sat on the floor and was holding the ice on his knee for him for like 20 mins. garrett was sitting behind me sitting on the couch (where i was previously sitting). he kept reaching in my pockets of my coat to try n get my phone. i kept reaching back and hitting him in his crotch area. the first time i got him off guard and i seriously GRABBED his entire sac. it was kinda sick, but OH SO HOT! lol i kept hitting him there and saying 'do u WANT to have kids?!?!?' lol ish came out the cut and said no i was like 'no kids?!?!?' garrett then decided to attack me to get it, causing me to hurt ish! he screamed! lmao! it was great. garrett was ON TOP of me! it was SICK. he got the phone and was just playing with it. he ended up calling up aaron sims n shit. no one important. i was yelling for him to give my cell back when cece came in and she took it upon herself to jump ON TOP of him while he was laying on the couch to fight for it back. i flipped. what the hell was she doing?! lol she did get it back so im grateful, but imma need for her to NEVER do that again! >=( jessica got a ride home with ish. i was trying to tell jessica to sleep over cuz she was so drunk off her ass that shed get us caught. she said she was just gonna go home and go to sleep. i was scared SHITLESS! they went home at 10.30 ='( ish is awesome tho! =) =) shortly after, i then went outside with garretts shirt (he was wearing a white shirt with a red one over it. he took off his red shirt, threw it on the floor earlier i and was wearing his white one.) and was walking down the street. he CHASED me down to try n get his shirt back. i told him i was just holding it and he needed to chill. he was trying to drag me down but i wouldnt let him! he was literally PULLING me from my waist to the ground. i fought him off a couple times. i was in the middle of the street and he was behind me holding me with his crotch rubbing up on my ass and i yelled 'no garrett! not in the street!' and he pulled me to the curb where he put his arm around my neck CUTTING OFF MY AIR! i let go of the damn shirt and he ran in the house. i just fell to the ground and layed there for a little bit. (i later on discovered i have a HUGE bruise on my right knee from when garrett continuously dragged me to the ground) i went back on the porch and was sitting there. natalie, cece and ellen didnt even talk to me. everytime i would go by them ellen was acting pissed. what-the hell-ever! i kept asking if she was mad at me but she kept saying no. mm hmm. natalie put in bad boys II for me, anna, n garrett to watch. i was laying on the love seat, anna was laying on the floor by the coffee table and garrett was wondering around the house. i yelled for him to come watch the movie, he said ok and went to sit on the couch but i told him to come sit by me. he did! hehe. he pulled up a little chair and sat at my waist level on the side of the couch. we were talking and i had my arm resting on his leg, touching his inner thigh. it was so hot. i loved it. he was leaning forward watching the movie, anna was watching us, and i was watching garrett/the movie. i was moving closer and closer to his dick (not trying to do anything, honestly!) my hand was like right up in there. he didnt even move. didnt push me away or anything. that entire time i kept saying to anna 'should i tell him?' shed say "YES!" but id say "nOOoo". i wanted to tell him 'i love u' but i was too chicken shit. oh well. i pulled my arm back and garrett fell off his chair. he was laying up against the love seat facing up. he put his red shirt over his face and i was touching his face through his shirt. i found his mouth, which was open, and i was putting my fingers in it. he was snapping his mouth closed, trying to bite my fingers! ah! lol we did this for like 10 mins. we were both laughing the entire time. god damn hes sexy. he got my fingers a couple times. at one point anna was watching i put my hand like 2 inches above his crotch like i was gonna grab it. lol i shouldve, but didnt. it wouldve been weird i bet...oh well shaina called my cell and said she was gonna come pick garrett up at 11:30. i was telling her to let me take him home. id walk him. she said no-lol. she came to get him at 11:30. she pulled in and i was like 'i think shainas here' garrett got up to see and just LEFT. no 'bye' NOTHING i wanted AT LEAST a hug, ya kno!? wtf?! i called shainas cell cuz they were still outside 2 mins later and i told her to send garrett in to say bye but they already left and she wasnt gonna take him back. i was talking to garrett for like 20 mins after. before hanging up i said 'garrett. i love u' and he said 'ok.' and we hung up. lol it was nice to get it out! haha. it was a good time. anna called back and was talking to garrett asking him 'his feelings for me' im not SURE what he said, but i think anna told me he said hes not sure and im cool as fuck or sumthing. he said andrea delfs (sum NASTY ho) is his best female friend only cuz he sees her the most. that WHORE! hehe. jessica came over natalies at like 12 saying she was gonna sleep over! her mom drove her back over with her stuff! yay!
*at about 1am i decided i was hungry as HELL. they ordered a pizza at like 10 but i wasnt hungry then. i was too busy! ;)~ lol anna was hungry too. we were all in the kitchen talking and thinking of what pizza place is open late. ellen said this place Nunzio's was open til 3am and it was good. so we ordered a medium mushroom pizza for $10.10. we were waiting. and waiting. and waiting. it was CRAZY it was 2 adn the damn pizza STILL wasnt there. jessica called and complained and they said itll be at the house in 10 mins. jessica called in 10 mins and was bitching at the lady who said 15 mins. after 15 mins ON THE DOT jessica called back bitching again. the lady said that their driver got a flat tire. jessica SCREAMS into the phone 'its not my fault he got a flat tire! he needes a new car! I WANT MY PIZZA!' lmao! we were all laughing. the lady said it should be there in another 10 mins. we all decide to go outside (it was FREEZING cold) and sit on the porch and wait for this bastard. ellen made a call to her friend cole who is a weed dealer. natalie wanted $10. he drove up and brought the stuff while we were waiting. the damn pizza STILL wasnt there!! jessica called the pizza place AGAIN and was bitching and the lady said it should be there soon. ellen called and was talking nicely and the lady said that when he gets there to have him call her. seriously tho, we called every 5-10 mins ON the minute! it was hilarious! the poor guy came and gave us $3 off the pizza. i was thinking 'this damn thing BETTER be good and it SHOULDVE been free!' lol jackasses! we ate the COLD NASTY pizza while talking at the table. we talked for a while and i decided i was gonna go lay down. anna was gonna too. me, jessica n anna went in the living room. i put on scary movie 2 for jessica and me n anna were dozing off. we fell asleep at like 3.30. i was sleeping lightly so i heard natalie, cece n ellen talk about going outside to smoke the weed, which they did. i dont care, but the thing is previously (2 days ago) cece told me 'i dont smoke' but she smoked a cig of garretts, took a hit off of natalies, and smokes weed?! i smoked A cig, ill admit. while we were chilling outside right after drinking garrett gave me one. it wasnt nothin. but DAMn fern! what were u thinking?!?! oh well. i fell asleep and woke up to jessica walking around the house at like 4.30am. she was saying she didnt feel good, i asked if she was gonna go home-she said no. i was out cold after that.
-saturday-sept 18-
**HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY JODY GERUT! I LOVE U!**
i woke up at 9.30 exactly and was laying there. anna was stretching and noticed i was up so she stayed up with me. i put the radio on repeat on 'lets get away' lol i LOVE that song! i had it playing all day yesterday! haha. it was awesome. i was singing it everytime it came on. me n anna ate the rest of the pizza from last night then just layed there listening to music and talking. jessica went home. oh well. i guess she got sick off the cake she made cece (she put too much flour and it was all at the bottom of the cake. all powder. it wasnt cooked correctly or sumthing? ive never seen sumthing like that before in my life! lol cece and ellen woke up at 12 and came downstairs and was talking to us. they kept saying how i was 'all over ish' and shit. they mentioned me all up on garrett too. =) what can i say? im a PIMP! haha. natalie woke up at like 12.30. anna called her mom and she came to pick us up with her boyfriend at 1.15 so i could go home and get ready for the indians game! ellen left at 1ish
*when i got home i just layed there. i was SO damn tired! i was about to start getting ready when anna called me and gave me the worst news EVER! at yesterdays indians game, jody was jumping in midair to catch a ball and sumthing happened that caused him to tear up his knee. now hes in the hospital, needs surgery and wont be playing for the rest of the season...actually, for 6-9 months. DAMMIT i was so sad. i did NOT wanna go to the game. it SUCKED! i went over annas early becuz she bought a posterboard so we could make jody a 'happy birthday' sign (the whole reason for us going to the game today! and the reason for me getting a jody shirt right away!!) i was SO sad. we started making it and i thought 'whats the point? hes NOT there. NOT THERE ='(' we stopped making it and decided that wed make a sign next season when hes there to actually see it! =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( john r picked us up and we went to the game. figures were RIGHT BEHIND jody. bottom level, like 14th row back in the middle of center and right field. it SUCKED cuz if jody WAS there i couldve yelled anything and he wouldve heard it, and he couldve seen my birthday sign =( x2,435,667 its so depressing! john was saying how he was at the game last night and when jody became hurt, u could hear him scream in pain over everything. that made me get teary eyed. i seriously shed a couple tears ='( then i was like 'they BETTER NOT show the designated driver speech!' but i knew they would. i expected it during the 4th inning but they caught me off guard during the 2nd inning. i broke down and cried. not SOB, but tears came down uncontrollably. i dont kno y! i love him so much! it made me SAD! to top it ALL off there was a little girl behind us that was spoiled and had a big foam hand thingy. she kept hitting us with it on accident. she was leaning on annas seat and was hitting anna in the back. she even spilled pop that got on annas hoodie's sleeve. it was so funny/ridiculous! anna was PISSED. john kept saying things about how she was a brat loud enuff for her mom to hear on purpose. it was embarassing. there were 2 ladies in front of us that were laughing at our comments, they were great! half way through the game there was a group of like 7 guys that went in an empty section on the bleachers, took off their shirts,and were waving them. they got EVERYONES attention. it was great. we lost the game by like 4 points. i dont remember, its not important. jody wasnt there =( it makes me sad! i cried a total of 3 times for him. i love him. pray for jody <33
**after the game, john dropped us off at the OLA fair becuz anna is leaving for virginia tonight which ruined our plans of going tomorrow. it was a very sad time when i found that out becuz alex could be there! he dropped us off and i called natalies cell to see if her n cece were still up here (they said they were going earlier today) but they left after staying for only an hour. me n anna walked around ONCE. alex wasnt there, jonathans ride was, but it doesnt matter. we called john who was by gunning park (5 mins from his house) and told him to come back for us. lol. we went back to annas house and chilled there for a little.
**annas mom and her boyfriend john decided they wanted to go around and collect Kerry Edwards '04 signs and put them all in John r's yard. he HATES john kerry SO much! we drove all over our neighborhood. anna n john got out of the car to steal signs at 12am! lmao! we got 10! they put them all over johns yard and we took a pic. we then went to taco bell where they got food. mary ann called john to ask where he was. he said at home. she acted casual and was just talking to him and he was like 'what did u do?' he looked out his window and was like "UR KIDDING" and he hung up. lmao! we drove by and he came outside. he wasnt mad or anything, just in shock. no reaction. no laughing or anything. it was great. hes like 'u got urs coming! ur going out of town tomorrow!' lol it was great! he even posed for a pic with the signs. lmao! it was great! after that they dropped me off and they went to w. virginia.
-sun-sept 19-
today i just stayed home. annas in virginia. i did a little bit of updating on lj for u guys :)
RANDOM: i wanna talk to garrett!!!!!!!!!!!!! (i get these urges, man!)
random AWESOME convos of the night: (i just randomly imed people with PENIS in the largest font possible)
me n michelle:
jdeppness 216: PENIS
Whelly07: VAGINA
jdeppness 216: URETHRA
Whelly07: breast
jdeppness 216: VAS DEFERENS
jdeppness 216: haha!
Whelly07: haha
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jdeppness 216: PENIS
QuarryGrl463: haha
QuarryGrl463: carms ur a whore
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jdeppness 216: PENIS
jdeppness 216: haahaha
LiLnPoWeRfUl314: Omg
LiLnPoWeRfUl314: my moms right here
jdeppness 216: HAHA
LiLnPoWeRfUl314: stop
LiLnPoWeRfUl314: anyways
jdeppness 216: PENIS
LiLnPoWeRfUl314: and then im like now hes not gonna talk to me
jdeppness 216: PENIS
LiLnPoWeRfUl314: if my mom bitches im gonna hit you in the head
jdeppness 216: haha
jdeppness 216: FORESKIN
LiLnPoWeRfUl314: STOPpit
LiLnPoWeRfUl314: now
jdeppness 216: haha
jdeppness 216: TESTICLES
LiLnPoWeRfUl314 direct connection is closed.
jdeppness 216: haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaa
jdeppness 216: ANUS
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jdeppness 216: PENIS
tinyt1100: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
tinyt1100: what is GOING ON
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jdeppness 216: PENIS
Rican803: auighin
Rican803: ghin
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jdeppness 216: PENIS
Cece angel12: nice
Cece angel12: cock!
jdeppness 216: HAHA
heh. i amuse myself :)
-monday-sept 20-
school. happy 15th birthday to cece! finally! yadda yadda yadda...la la la la! today was muy boring. tina told us about this game she plays with her neighbors (very weird). they poke eachother in their side. she finds this ticklish and was doing it to EVERYONE! it hurts so bad! she said they have 'poke wars' in her neighbors basement. lmao! its the FUNNIEST THING!!
ellen told everyone about me 'being all over ish and garrett' at the party. everyone knos and was teasing me about it. ehh. i dont care. im a piUmp!
-tuesday-sept 21-
school. boring. more teasing about the party. the most exciting thing today was that the new season of One Tree Hill finally started! yayuh! its awesome! everyone should watch! more of the 'poke/chop' game
-wednesday-sept 22-
school. more teasing. big amalia picked me up from school today so i could go babysit mariah n michael for her. before amalia left she made sum soup for us to eat. me n mariah were eating on the breakfast bar and all of a sudden garrett walks by. mariah screams out the window 'ITS GARRETT! CARMIES HERE! CARMIES HERE!' i almost shit my pants! i was so pissed. i told amalia i was never babysitting for her unless it was just michael. she yelled at mariah to not do that. whatever. amalia left and we chilled outside in the front yard. michael was playing with sidewalk chalk and mariah asked if she could go get her bike. she was gonna go get it but FLIPPED out cuz 'garetts coming!' she SCREAMED it. i was like 'oh god' she kept looking every 2 mins to see how much closer he got. he was RIGHT there the last time and she screamed with fear "HES RIGHT THERE" and i was so damn embarassed. he looked at me and smiled. i was like 'hey' and he said hi mariahs like 'shes our babysitter' and hes like 'ur babysitting?' and i was like 'yea' he asked if i was getting paid and i said shamingly 'no' and hes like 'y u doin it then?' i was like 'i dont kno...whered u go?' and he said 'my grandparents house' and that was it. the whole time he was walking towards his house. ah! ill NEVER EVER EVER forget the party where it all happened. <33
*new season of smallville started today! yayuh! lol im a dork...i kno
thurs-23
same as past 2 days. school. nothing too exciting. my fav show 'Joey' was on today. good day! lol it was AWESOME cuz gina's son (gina is joeys sister) was like 'do u kno what its like to have someone whos exactly like u...only better?' and joey was like "YEA! JOHNNY DEPP!" and i SCREAMED! i was SO pumped! lol! will n grace was on as well. my favorite! i LOVE jack!! wills hot! his man is hot too...i dont remember his name, but hes damn sexy! =)~
*we got our school pics. mine r OK i guess..ill scan it and add it to my info later <3 yearbooks r for sale. im in there a couple times. im gonna buy one. theyre $& cheaper---only $40 cuz they have tons extra <33
*Carmela
Current Lyric: it started when we were younger, u were mine. (my boo) now another brothers takin over but its still in ur eyes (my boo) even tho we used to argue its alright (my boo)