gimme a break

[xxcarissaxx]

So nothing to awesome hashappened lately. Shawn came back from boston, we had his birthday, but it was just me and him, i felt bad. Went to a party a few nights ago, it was pretty lame and now i guess people arent talking to me because i'm freinds with other people. I honestly dont even know, i just really fucking hate that i get shit on for what

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[stop_startagain]

my myspace account is all fucked up and i can't send messages, this is what i've been trying to send you...

i guess because i assumed it would be pretty difficult for you to not take sides. i'm sure you've heard alllll about it by now and yeah, i regret it a lot. i've ruined a lot of good friendships with my shoot first ask questions later tactics. this is just another example of that and me being drunk and pissed off. i mean she was so nice to my face and when i'm always hearing juanita says this and this and this about you...i pretty much exploded. i don't really think she's a bad mom. if i really did i would have done something about it. yeah she does a lot of things that i really, really don't agree with but who doesn't. i don’t know what my point is...i just feel like shit. i'm sorry i grouped you into this. i'm sorry about what i did to her. i'm just sorry.

[xxcarissaxx]

To be honest i really didnt take sides, i mean i really only heard things from juanits point of view, and i dont know if it is because of what happened or because of something else, but no one has talked to me since. If i were going to take sides, which i really didnt plan on doing to begin with, i wanted to hear the whole story first. I wasnt there, i dont know who said what, i mean i get the point, you told people she was prego, and yeah it sucks, but it wasnt like they werent going to find out when she started getting a belly anyhow, i think it'll all blow over, and if you want, i can try to talk to her for you, but thats all up to you. I'm really hoping we can still be freinds, i mean yeah you exploded, but she was keeping things, i see it from both perspectives i suppose... and seeing as howi really dont want to be in the middle i plan on staying nutral through it. We really need to hang out more, i have like no freinds lately and it sucks. I'm not mad at you in the slightest... and i really want to be better freinds with you.