fuck..
I'm really really hoping i like it in memphis.. i mean i'm really thinking i will, but that would be way cool and i'd get to move, i really want to move, away form here, all the people, the fucking lame ass shit i put up with, this fucking town, i want it all to be gone, and memphis, thats a fucking long ass ways away.
Yeah, i love how things get pinned on me that i dont do, and then other people believe it, god i love 'freinds' who believe other people without even talking to the person who they then judge, ahha, whatever, i lost like all of my freinds over myspace and how i supposedly fucked with someones account. No one talks to me anymore, at all, so i hope you got what you wanted by telling people that it was me even though it wasnt. It could have been joe, i'm not sure, but i thought you knew me better than that, i thought i knew you better, it's ok though, i guess it was all just fun and games for a few years, thanks for that much i guess.
Thats not what this is all about, i dont even know what it's about, i guess it's becuase no one fucking talks to me cause i'm a bad person so i have all this shit built up cause i cant tell no one, so i just wanna let it all out. But you know what, it's pointless, it'll get turned around by someone or another, and then i'll just dig myself into a fucking deeper hole that i dotn know why the fuck i'm in to begin with. Fuck, i love my life.
Work sucks, i get treated like shit. Home sucks, my parents still dont understand me, but i guess they never will. School sucks cause the only school i really would like to go to is wyotech and they are so hard to get into. I suck, cause... well i dont know, you tell me, y'all seem to be the ones with the problem.
this was pointless and just a waste of time.
carissa
Yeah, i love how things get pinned on me that i dont do, and then other people believe it, god i love 'freinds' who believe other people without even talking to the person who they then judge, ahha, whatever, i lost like all of my freinds over myspace and how i supposedly fucked with someones account. No one talks to me anymore, at all, so i hope you got what you wanted by telling people that it was me even though it wasnt. It could have been joe, i'm not sure, but i thought you knew me better than that, i thought i knew you better, it's ok though, i guess it was all just fun and games for a few years, thanks for that much i guess.
Thats not what this is all about, i dont even know what it's about, i guess it's becuase no one fucking talks to me cause i'm a bad person so i have all this shit built up cause i cant tell no one, so i just wanna let it all out. But you know what, it's pointless, it'll get turned around by someone or another, and then i'll just dig myself into a fucking deeper hole that i dotn know why the fuck i'm in to begin with. Fuck, i love my life.
Work sucks, i get treated like shit. Home sucks, my parents still dont understand me, but i guess they never will. School sucks cause the only school i really would like to go to is wyotech and they are so hard to get into. I suck, cause... well i dont know, you tell me, y'all seem to be the ones with the problem.
this was pointless and just a waste of time.
carissa