Just a quick update on my life.
Havent posted in a while. Sorry. Doubt you care.
I'm doing ok, well as far as being away from HIM, i'm doing ok. It's hard still and things remind me of what we had, or didnt have for that matter, and i'll still get a little teary eyed every once ina while, but it's ok. I'm happier now, well for the most part. I've seena few guys, gone on a few dates, but i dont feel it. I'm not ready.
Work is good, i hate stupid people and some of the people i work with are worse than the fucking costomers but it's ok. I just keep exceeding their standards becaise they tell me i cant. My best motivation comes from disbelief, wierd. I make good money and i already hvae like $600 saved up, and thats after spending a whole bunch, so i think i'm doing good with that.
My family is rough, but i knew it would be. I'm so glad when i get to spend time with my mom. And my brohter, well i know he's happy to have me bakc, he always asks me to hang out and stuff again, i missed that. I missed laughing at nothing and everything at the smae time. I missed bitching about how much we hate it here, but we know we never want to leave. I missed home while i was gone.
I think i'm starign to get a hold on myself again, i'm staring to have dreams again at night, and i'm sleeping better.
I hate writing in here
I'm doing ok, well as far as being away from HIM, i'm doing ok. It's hard still and things remind me of what we had, or didnt have for that matter, and i'll still get a little teary eyed every once ina while, but it's ok. I'm happier now, well for the most part. I've seena few guys, gone on a few dates, but i dont feel it. I'm not ready.
Work is good, i hate stupid people and some of the people i work with are worse than the fucking costomers but it's ok. I just keep exceeding their standards becaise they tell me i cant. My best motivation comes from disbelief, wierd. I make good money and i already hvae like $600 saved up, and thats after spending a whole bunch, so i think i'm doing good with that.
My family is rough, but i knew it would be. I'm so glad when i get to spend time with my mom. And my brohter, well i know he's happy to have me bakc, he always asks me to hang out and stuff again, i missed that. I missed laughing at nothing and everything at the smae time. I missed bitching about how much we hate it here, but we know we never want to leave. I missed home while i was gone.
I think i'm starign to get a hold on myself again, i'm staring to have dreams again at night, and i'm sleeping better.
I hate writing in here