You will forever be in my heart..

[xxcarbabiixx]

When stopped by my house after school to get money, my mom told me that she had bad news. I didnt know what to think.. then she told me my grandpa died this morning. Her father. Me, my mom and my sister are going down to North Carolina with my grandma and for the wake. We're going on saturday and comming back tuesday. It sucks that im missing valentines day. I think me and paul were going to be able to go out to eat and stuff. We have to postpone that. There is going to be absolutely nothing to do there. and im gonna miss paul so much =(. Its something i have to do tho. When me n paul came back to my house my mom started crying histerically when i gave her a hug.. =( i feel so horrible. It really hasnt hit me yet.. my grandfather died. I hadn't seen him in almost 2 years. They always asked me to come down and visit but my mom wouldnt let me because they have a trillion cats and theres nothing to do. I dont think im going to school tomarrow. I have to pack. =(.. ok bye

C a r l y s s a*