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I love my boyfriend more than anything. Oh man no one will ever know how much I love him. Eh tonight was crazy. Me n Laura n her boyfriend hung out after gay softball scrimmage (yea I sucked once again). We went to mc donalds then to jims. Laura come back to my house n we hung out for a little then paul came over and we were fighting like crazy and then we a sudden made up and I started crying histerically in his arms. Man and my mother barges in the room yelling at me and paul to stop and that paul had to go home because of his liscenses (when we still had 10 minutes until 12) and i kept telling her to leave but she wouldnt even tho she saw me crying in his arms. It was ridiculous. hah then my dad called her drunk-o and she called him stoned-o it was kind of funny. Whatever alls i know is I love my boyfriend more than anything in the world and nothing will everr change that. :) Oh man this is the best feeling ever. Nothing will ever change what we have. Nothing.
I have fucking 3 hour practice tomarrow and then a scrimmage right after? so im going to be there 1045- like 7? wtf? Then tomarrow im hanging out with Paul. We're gonna go out to eat i think :o)
Oh, yea i forgot to mention this. Alexis was supposed to hang out with me n Laura to day for the first time in 30984 years because her parents made a bullshit "compromise" that said everytime alexis hangs out with someone other than me and laura she gets a day to hang out with us. Its the biggest load of crap I've ever heard in my life. Well, alexis hung out with lindsay last weekend so she figured shed hang out with us this weekend and her fucking psycotic mother turns around and says that it "didnt start until this week". Tell me this is a joke. Her mother wants her to make knew friends. She wants her to forget about us. Well just to let you know, that will never happen. Try as hard as you like, but im we're always going to be her best friends and this just in: I LIVE NEXTDOOR. You can never just stop her from being friends with me. Anyway when i heard her mother was doing that i started crying histerically. I couldnt take it anymore. The worst feeling in the world is having one of the most important thing in your life taken away and theres nothing you can do about it. I didnt do anything to deserve this. Im not a bad kid.
K now im in a good mood after having a day full of tears. Im so in love :)
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