Umm.
I have decided to go on a diet. Which means no more junk food, soda, exercising, and eating less. Why exactly? Easy, because I'm fat that’s why. I know I already have a self-esteem as large as a microscopic organism, so standing next to my sisters makes me feel like shit basically. I try not to think negatively, but its hard. Not to mention I hear ( Read more... )
I don't know how many times I have to tell you that. You just think you are because your having too many people putting you down because "they can" and believing it. I think you have a cute size. I'm not mad. I'm disappointed. And I know when you've heard it so much, you can't help but to believe it.
And you can't compare yourself to your sisters. They're just built differently. And c'mon, Becca is still a kid. Even I was thin, then.
I mean I sure as hell can't compare myself to my little sister. She's thin, and I'm not.
Now, I'm not discouraging you from going on a diet, it's not a bad thing. If your family messes with you they'll have to get over themselves cause it's somethign you wanna do. And I'll support you all the way. And your not stupid!
Don't beat up yourself so much(or let other people do it). You know that old saying "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me." Well it's not true, we all know that. It does hurt. But you gotta be strong, love.
I know my advice or whatever is stupid. But you know you have a friend here to talk to when your pissed and upset. Good luck.
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