Nov 10, 2005 20:55
Im really kinda sad.... I am a lil homesick tonight cuz i read everyones journals about what they are doing this weekend.. and i cant ever come...
i really really really wish someone would come down here to florida so they can see my life now and my town and stufff. but i have a feeling that wont happen...
not much progress happens in saginaw... people talk like they will come but never will..
janell says it all the time. she never will be here again i bet...
its just depressing...
not that i dont love my life now but honestly... its so repetative... i work go to school do homework and see donald all weekend..... i love him more than anything....and i understand that if i want the career i want i gotta go to school alot and be focused and do well..
i just miss the old saginaw times i guess...when i was the fun one... and i got crunk with everyone too... i miss that...
just one more time is all i want... but its not gunna happen for a long time i imagine....i wont be coming home til spring and donald will be with me so that means no crunk business unless he stays in flint when i come..
i really want steph to come here... and we'll drive back together and ill stay for a bit... maybe in the summer... i dunno... bills are rackin up right now so i cant even think about it right now...
just a lil depressed tonight thats all...
ps...studied for days for my math exam and finally got an A... i did the best outta anyone in my class..even the smart guy i got a 96% and he got a 92% i was pretty happy with myself...
1 month of school and im out for almost a month..wish i was going ot michigan then.......hmmmmm maybe i will..... wait no im not going with no car. and my mom wont let me drive there in the winter... the next time i go i gotta have a car!!!...
im planning that ill be back to michigan for about a week early july!!!!!!! so clear ur schedules people!! specially you stephhhhh