Feb 19, 2006 09:45
I am so confused with everything right now seriously...
i have been hanging out with this gay guy matt a lot.. and we drive around and smoke and talk about everything.. and we both decided we dont like people in this town cuz we compare them too much to our friends at home...
it sucks.. ive hung out with lots of different girls but i dislike all of them cuz they are just not like my friends in Michigan..
so fuck it... i dont care...
i thought breaking up with donald would give me all this freedom to have friends but honestly i dont like any of the friends i meet..
so far i got matt and ian.. lol
and my manager traci..no one likes her but me and her get along really well. and she says shes not suppose to hang out with employees but she wants to hang out with me. so maybe well do that.. she seems a lot like my homegirls lol..
school sucks. i cant get motivated to do anything.. i just really need a vacation..
and i dunno if ian likes me like that. and that sucks. im tooo afraid to ask tho! LOL thats why i hate crushes!! cuz you just sit there wondering and waiting! fuckin A!!
havent talked to donald in liek a week.....its different but nice in the same way..