Im going Insane...literally
I truely believe im going somewhat insane... i see everything so free around me.. and i truely feel like im getting lost in a prison like lifestyle.. and i wanna scream!!! im trapped in the everyday life that i cant escape.. school and work. school and work. school and work. and i truely see no finish line to this race... i really need to just go to Michigan for a break.. i just wanna drive and keep driving so i feel somewhat like im breaking outta this fuckin prison of a life i have... i dunno what to do??? any suggestions would be wonderful..
and its not fair.. that i finally met some nice girls at work who wanna hang out with me.. and i feel GUITLY FOR DOING IT!!! BECAUSE OF DONALD!! THAT ISNT RIGHT!!!!! I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO FEEL GUILTY FOR MAKING A FRIEND! ugh but thats a perks of my life right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and its not fair.. that i finally met some nice girls at work who wanna hang out with me.. and i feel GUITLY FOR DOING IT!!! BECAUSE OF DONALD!! THAT ISNT RIGHT!!!!! I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO FEEL GUILTY FOR MAKING A FRIEND! ugh but thats a perks of my life right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!