<33 me and you baby and that's how it will be ♥
I've just been feeling a little upset lately. Like something is missing in my life or my life isn't just what it is supposed to be.
I feel like people want me to be more then I can be and they expect way more from me then I can give. The main person is my mom. Seriously, she always looks to me to do this, do that. If I complain, then I am a bitch. Seriously, does that make a bitch, just because I am a teenager and I don't like to listen to her? Does every teenager listen to their mother and every single word she has to say? I don't think so. So seriously, kill me for being a teenager. I am just so sick and tired of it. She just always has to criticize (sp?) me for everything that I do. I am sorry I am not perfect and I can't and I won't change for you. We seriously can be reallie close at times but then at others she just wants to fuckin bitch at me for everything.
The next person that I am going to say something about is Nick. Seriously, we have been going out for almost 7 months and it has been beautiful. But, we fight wayy to damn much. There is an argument about juss everything. I know that most of them are my fault but he causes them. AND he wonders why I act the way I do. I can't deal with everything. I know that I love him. I love him more then life it self. He is the greatest person I have ever known! AND I am soo happy that we are going out. But like the fighting kills. I have been getting better. So please wish me luck on getting better. It would mean a lot to him and I want to make him happy <33 He is the love of my life and I don't want to loose him. ♥ I love you Nick If we didn't fight so much it would make everything soo much better. But I swear, I am gonna change it. I am gonna make it alright.
No, this does not mean that we are going to break up. There has never been such talk of that. AND we aren't going to break up! We are very happy with each other!:D The fighting just hurts me a lot and I needed to get that off my chest. But it is all going to stop soon. Because we can get through anything that we want. We are unbelievably in love*
The next is my brother. Seriously, he needs to fuckin grow up. Okay, he's 16, but yet he still like calls me a slut and shit and all of this other shit. He like tries to show off in front of people. Like my fuckin family. Wow! You're fuckin cool and real mature. Just call your sister a slut some more and your family will like you more. UMMM no I don't fuckin think so. You are fuckin dumb and immature as hell and I am just sick of everything. He needs to just get out of my life and make me happy for once.
One last thing, Baby, I love you more then anything in the whole entire world. We are meant to be together for a long ass time and nothing in this world will change it. I love you Nick soo much xoxoxo x10.. lol ... i love you sexi:D ♥ ♥
I feel like people want me to be more then I can be and they expect way more from me then I can give. The main person is my mom. Seriously, she always looks to me to do this, do that. If I complain, then I am a bitch. Seriously, does that make a bitch, just because I am a teenager and I don't like to listen to her? Does every teenager listen to their mother and every single word she has to say? I don't think so. So seriously, kill me for being a teenager. I am just so sick and tired of it. She just always has to criticize (sp?) me for everything that I do. I am sorry I am not perfect and I can't and I won't change for you. We seriously can be reallie close at times but then at others she just wants to fuckin bitch at me for everything.
The next person that I am going to say something about is Nick. Seriously, we have been going out for almost 7 months and it has been beautiful. But, we fight wayy to damn much. There is an argument about juss everything. I know that most of them are my fault but he causes them. AND he wonders why I act the way I do. I can't deal with everything. I know that I love him. I love him more then life it self. He is the greatest person I have ever known! AND I am soo happy that we are going out. But like the fighting kills. I have been getting better. So please wish me luck on getting better. It would mean a lot to him and I want to make him happy <33 He is the love of my life and I don't want to loose him. ♥ I love you Nick If we didn't fight so much it would make everything soo much better. But I swear, I am gonna change it. I am gonna make it alright.
No, this does not mean that we are going to break up. There has never been such talk of that. AND we aren't going to break up! We are very happy with each other!:D The fighting just hurts me a lot and I needed to get that off my chest. But it is all going to stop soon. Because we can get through anything that we want. We are unbelievably in love*
The next is my brother. Seriously, he needs to fuckin grow up. Okay, he's 16, but yet he still like calls me a slut and shit and all of this other shit. He like tries to show off in front of people. Like my fuckin family. Wow! You're fuckin cool and real mature. Just call your sister a slut some more and your family will like you more. UMMM no I don't fuckin think so. You are fuckin dumb and immature as hell and I am just sick of everything. He needs to just get out of my life and make me happy for once.
One last thing, Baby, I love you more then anything in the whole entire world. We are meant to be together for a long ass time and nothing in this world will change it. I love you Nick soo much xoxoxo x10.. lol ... i love you sexi:D ♥ ♥