Sep 09, 2005 21:50
well, school has been.....intresting..my classes have intresting ppl in them..theres alot of freaking stairs. and life as we know it is going down hill again. my mom is moving out and i have to find a place to live so that i can stay here and go to woodinville, and be able to see chad..so hopefully *crosses fingers* my uncle next door will let me stay with him since me and cory go to the same school and everything,..idk i just really dont want to leave chad,. it would really suck if i had to beacuse he is the best thing in my life right now and i'm not jsut saying that cuz we are going out either. he really is the best thing my life. he always makes me feel better when i'm really haveing a bad day. i dont ever think i can not smile when im around him theres something about him. idk i'm lucky to have him. so i basically screwd up again with brittany. oh well we will work it out. u know once u actually start talking to katelynn kindall she really isnt all that bad...shes actually really nice, well she is at least to me. which is prolly good.hahaha. ya so i really havent talked to my dad lately i mean i talked to him the other night but it was akward.. i really dont even notice at all that hes gone. u know i'm so used to it already it doesnt surprise me u know..idk how to put it really.. hmmm thought i would just update. not like it matters no one reads this anyway.