how bout them noles?!

[xxcandiceoo]

hey! im updating .. im kinda proud of myself! school has been pretty boring so far.. i feel like im getting closer to one of my old friends.. but i hear stories about her from her about things shes doing that im def. not into and i love her and all i just dont think i wanna surround myself with that.. o well. so my grandpa has been in the hospital for i think 2 weeks now.. it sux but he is getting better. its just an emotional roller coaster when he would improve then get worse.. and since hes a head trauma patient i guess they have major mood swings and one night i was there he was in a DEEP depression and my grandpa is the happiest man alive.. he was trying to dehyrate himself and pull his feeding tube out and basically attempted suicide.. which i hate to even think about but apparently its normal for patients when they get frustrated.. but its the hardest thing to see and hear about but i think we cheered him up and he hasnt been sad for a while.
My friends are still awesome. we went xtreme bowling the other night.. it was awesome.. see kids u dont have to get wasted to have fun! anywyas these coming up weeks are gonna be awesome.. im tying to decide if i wanna go to homecoming or tallahasse for the wake forest game.. uhh id rather go to tallahasse but wed have to leave late and it wont work as well. i guess i have time to think about it . i love meeting new people ! i hate b days. and i love the seminoles and most of all.. i love you
CaNdiCe