Ive been crying all day and now my eyes burn with hate...
Who ever said best friends are forever was sadly mistaken.
Who ever thought secrets could be kept were wrong, and wrong indeed.
What i thought was strong,
Musn't have been so strong in the first place.
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My "best friend" and boyfriend and another friend skipped today.
Without me.
Long story made short, text messaging, fighting, breakup.
Not good.
I love him so much,
and i didnt want to lose him.
My "best friend" and her friend talked him into breaking up with me.
They were like shes a bitch and mean to you all the time and shit...
I just dont understand how he let them get into his head.
I love him.
Enough to resist temptation.
Do you know how easy it would be for me to leave him and be with someone else?
Very.
But i dont because i love him.
I am in love with him.
And i want all of him... forever.
It was the longest day of my life.
And somehow it was worse than any other breakup i've dealt with.
->I cried a lidl during 1st...
-->A LOT more during 2nd...
--->And by lunch i was a fucking waterfall...
---->Third block i began to become all teared-out...
--->He showed up at the art room door and asked me to come out.
-->I told him i couldnt and id see him at break.
->Break came.
*And now im sitting in 4th block, and no longer single.
<3 06.05.05 <3
Who ever thought secrets could be kept were wrong, and wrong indeed.
What i thought was strong,
Musn't have been so strong in the first place.
*****************************************
My "best friend" and boyfriend and another friend skipped today.
Without me.
Long story made short, text messaging, fighting, breakup.
Not good.
I love him so much,
and i didnt want to lose him.
My "best friend" and her friend talked him into breaking up with me.
They were like shes a bitch and mean to you all the time and shit...
I just dont understand how he let them get into his head.
I love him.
Enough to resist temptation.
Do you know how easy it would be for me to leave him and be with someone else?
Very.
But i dont because i love him.
I am in love with him.
And i want all of him... forever.
It was the longest day of my life.
And somehow it was worse than any other breakup i've dealt with.
->I cried a lidl during 1st...
-->A LOT more during 2nd...
--->And by lunch i was a fucking waterfall...
---->Third block i began to become all teared-out...
--->He showed up at the art room door and asked me to come out.
-->I told him i couldnt and id see him at break.
->Break came.
*And now im sitting in 4th block, and no longer single.
<3 06.05.05 <3