Jul 29, 2005 12:53
wow doesnt that make me feel good a quiz stolen from me that i put up 2 days ago has not one person who filt it out and thent he person who stole it from meput it up today and has 3 people ugh w/e im done i seriously am, y bother w/ people,maybe my dad was right maybe i am a mistake and i guess im the one to correct it even if it means..... i think this is may last post im preety much done w/ posting my thoughts online cuz all it does is worry the people that read and and it gives me the attentions i dont want and besides who wantsa to read a post about where the perosn only talks aboyut how much they hate themselves wel do somthign about it.. i am.. screw healthy ways if u wanna be skinny throw up , fuck it im done being different im just gonna cut my hair and go w/ the croud and change styles every week i rather be accept for somebody im not thennot accept for who i am, i hate how this world is so conformist you have to be a certian way to be accepted, fucked up yea i no but what can you do your so small in the world one persons opinon doesnt count especially if your different and you dont go by the stero type of the worlds veiw it makes em soo angry, untill im right or the problem ( me) is corrected i dont think its wise to contacts me heres my very first song i wrote today
drowning in misery,
that haunts my everyday,
trapped in my self loathing,
as my heart fades away,
losing my sanity,
to the race of mankind,
its like the feelings of
worthlessness and me bind
chorus: Dont try to tell me
who i am
or what you want me to be
Dont tell me
you love me
because you dont
im a nobody
yup theres my song
i rather nobody reply to this post eventhough my last possible i still rather nobody post cuz i dont wanna be a bother please repect my wishes and i hope you all have better lives, im still going to be around just i wont stick out or be noticed