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im so pissed after my dad refuses to give me my meds i told him if he didnt i would tell my mom i figured a few weeks and he might give them to me so hes like y, have u been having a hard time im like fuck yea and hes liek have u been cutting and im like yea then hes like youll be soryr for that
i dont understand how he can withdraw me from my meds and punish my for cutting i fucking hate him hes logic makes absolutly no sense to anybody but him, i feel like i am a bad example to victoria cuz i do drugs im thinking about dropping out o yea i failed the 9th grade everybody yea i no im just a fuckign retard im thinking about dropping out and i just havve so many problems i dont wanna drag her to my level , i dont know how i am surviving,actually i do its the lvoe for my mom the love we had for her and the love she had for us kept her from dying when he flatlined on the hospital bed due to to much shock from depression shes been going through depression for years so ic an relate to her i lvoe my mom shes my role model and means so much to me tahts the only reason im here when my mom dies so do i
i dont understand how he can withdraw me from my meds and punish my for cutting i fucking hate him hes logic makes absolutly no sense to anybody but him, i feel like i am a bad example to victoria cuz i do drugs im thinking about dropping out o yea i failed the 9th grade everybody yea i no im just a fuckign retard im thinking about dropping out and i just havve so many problems i dont wanna drag her to my level , i dont know how i am surviving,actually i do its the lvoe for my mom the love we had for her and the love she had for us kept her from dying when he flatlined on the hospital bed due to to much shock from depression shes been going through depression for years so ic an relate to her i lvoe my mom shes my role model and means so much to me tahts the only reason im here when my mom dies so do i