1st entry of the year!
How's everyone doing? I hope you have a better life than me! ~_^ Not a nice line to start the first entry of the year I know.
My holidays went by thinking and doing the last paper which I had to submit on the first day of class of the next semester. Now the new semester's started. And my life has been busy again. I've chosen a different plan from my friends. From now on I'll have to study alone in some classes which is a bit hard for me. Don't get me wrong. I consider myself an individualist. I even love being alone sometimes. But the class is so full of politic. Beside my friends, I don't know who I can trust. I can't fine honesty in them. I feel uncomfortable with them. It's like I have to beware of myself all the time. Making a little mistake and the story will go on forever. It depresses me sometimes. I have to remind myself that this is real life and I didn't come here to make friends.
I really hope I'll graduate soon. I want to say that 'so I'll finally escape from those people', but this is the real world. I can escape from them, but can't escape from people like them. I'll be strong. I'll survive. ARGGGGGGGG
Music helps me escape from those people and the stressful of school. But lately, school consumes most of my time and I don't have much time for practicing the violin, which is sad.
Alright, now to the good news.
A few days ago I went to my friends' wedding. Both the bride and the groom are my friends from college. I'm very happy for them and I'm sure everyone of us are happy for them too. They're a cute couple. We are all agree that they were born for each other.
Then I looked at myself. I'm still unemployed *lol*, single (not a big problem for me), chasing for my dream and crazy about teen fashions. Have I ever acted like an adult? *lol*
Talking about fashions, today I read an article in a magazine about gothic&lolita. I really want to kick the writer and the editor for tainting our profession. Have they learned how to be a media? That article is full of sh*t. They don't even do a research on wiki. Don't have to think about my reaction as a lolita, sure I'm freak out. Not only me abut also my sister and mother.*lol* My mother really interests in lolita. It's very strange.
I'm going to bed now.
Hope to see you again soon *crossfingers*
My holidays went by thinking and doing the last paper which I had to submit on the first day of class of the next semester. Now the new semester's started. And my life has been busy again. I've chosen a different plan from my friends. From now on I'll have to study alone in some classes which is a bit hard for me. Don't get me wrong. I consider myself an individualist. I even love being alone sometimes. But the class is so full of politic. Beside my friends, I don't know who I can trust. I can't fine honesty in them. I feel uncomfortable with them. It's like I have to beware of myself all the time. Making a little mistake and the story will go on forever. It depresses me sometimes. I have to remind myself that this is real life and I didn't come here to make friends.
I really hope I'll graduate soon. I want to say that 'so I'll finally escape from those people', but this is the real world. I can escape from them, but can't escape from people like them. I'll be strong. I'll survive. ARGGGGGGGG
Music helps me escape from those people and the stressful of school. But lately, school consumes most of my time and I don't have much time for practicing the violin, which is sad.
Alright, now to the good news.
A few days ago I went to my friends' wedding. Both the bride and the groom are my friends from college. I'm very happy for them and I'm sure everyone of us are happy for them too. They're a cute couple. We are all agree that they were born for each other.
Then I looked at myself. I'm still unemployed *lol*, single (not a big problem for me), chasing for my dream and crazy about teen fashions. Have I ever acted like an adult? *lol*
Talking about fashions, today I read an article in a magazine about gothic&lolita. I really want to kick the writer and the editor for tainting our profession. Have they learned how to be a media? That article is full of sh*t. They don't even do a research on wiki. Don't have to think about my reaction as a lolita, sure I'm freak out. Not only me abut also my sister and mother.*lol* My mother really interests in lolita. It's very strange.
I'm going to bed now.
Hope to see you again soon *crossfingers*