my ex gives me a headache

Jan 12, 2008 03:57

My ex tries to get me to talk to him. We haven't had a long conversation since we broke up few years ago. It's okay, but just as an old friend. I have a feeling that he's trying to ask me out again. Man, that's crazy. I refused to go out with him unless our friends go too. He asked why, but I only answered that I don't want to. I also told him that I'm happy with being single. It's a carefree life. I can do whatever I want to. Honestly, I'm not lonely nor desperate. Our conversation kept going on like a circle. He nagged me why I don't want to go out with him alone again and again. He said he missed me. Sorry, miss my heels? Man, that's crazy and f*cking annoying! We're over. And over is OVER. Stop talking about the old days because it's not gonna help. My decision is final. Damn him for being so annoying. ]

He said he's jealous of other guys who come near me. WTF?!? Please tell me I'm dreaming.

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

Maybe I have to say it out loud that I CANNOT be more than a friend to him anymore. If he wants to keep our friendship, he'd better stop talking shit.

If you ask me if I'm nervous. The answer is 'no'. What I fear most is losing a friend. That's why I don't want to be so harsh.

I care a lot for my friends, whether you guys are my real life or internet friends. Losing one of you is very painful. I know I'm bad at keeping contact, but that doesn't mean I don't care.

rl-friends

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