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[xxbubblecumxx]

im not ok
i want to scream, i want to cry.
i want you to hold me until i suffocate.
i want you to realise that your everything i hate but cant help love.
i despise the fact that you think you can replace me with her.
your breaking my heart.

i want to bleed until i cant feel it anymore.
i want to stab myself until i know its no longer growing inside me.
i want to rip her eye balls out.
i want someone to cry on.

i want the person i love to love me back.

these feelings are indescribeable.