another hard day
So, I"ve screwed up once again.I did go to school yesterday becuase I wans't ready for my speech class and my shoulder is still so fucking sore.I don't know what is wrong and I don't know that trying to go see my doctor will help.I might be able to do my speech tomorrow but still I'm so not ready for it.My dad is ok with me dropping the class becuase of the situation.The whole reason I am going to school though is to stay on my dads insurance.Now that I'm hurt it comes in handy.Though I am covered till I'm 21 even if I don't go to school.It is that after I turn 21 that I need to be a full time student.
But..yeah.I have a shoulder problem and I have a speech I"m not ready to do and I may just have to drop the class.I'm not sure what to do.Any ideas?
I've been working my butt off at work.I hate it.I don't get paid enough to be working as hard as I do.I wish I could get a raise though I know it wont happen.My boss sucks like that.It is hard to juggle work and school it is diffrent every week depending on my school work and by how much they make me work.I have only gotten two days off before.One of them was last saturday becuase of my shoulder.My manager had seen me and said that I should have the day off.Then the next day he worked me.It sucked.It definatly delayed my progress with recovering.
Things with the boyfriend are good.We had a big fight on Friday though.We are over it now but I know that it did change out relationship a bit.I said something that I shouldn't have about maybe breaking up.It was a bad choice.I love the boy, I don't ever want to lose him.He puts up with me at my worse.He is the kind of man I need.