Mar 24, 2009 12:50
I got a call from my friend Jackie that I work with saying that our boss is mad at me and that I should be expecting a call.I haven't gotten said call yet but I'm scared.She apparently want to move me to another location.Someone apparently called and complained that I was rude.1.. I was sick that day 2.. I wasn't schedualed to work and we couldn't find anyone else 3.. I did the best I could while trying not to vomit into someones sandwitch...which almost happened.I was that sick and at work.It is against the law to be working when you are throwing up, which I was.I felt horrable about it and, it was just bad.
the other night my boyfriend was over and I had a flash back of something that happened months ago.It scared me and scared him as well.It was a bad night for both of us.It was for sure our worst day to date.There is so much going on with him and something that is big for both of us as couple.I worry about the boy.He is having a lot of family troubles right now and his grandma is basically dying now : [
I'm just so worried about everything and it is getting to me.I think I'm sick from being stressed which is a really bad thing.The last time I was sick from stress I was sick for 4 months and couldn't hold food down.It was a bad experience that I don't ever want to go through again.I didn't even lose wight when I couldn't hold the food down.I am just having a hard time.I will be going back for spring term starting next week and that in itselft will be a lot of stress.Maybe my yoga class I am taking will help!I hope so.