what a day
So the boy stayed the night last night.We watched Tropic Thunder and cuddles, and well ate...a lot.lol.My parents are out of town for a week.I was able to have him over with no trouble.Though he has been staying the night but I don't know if my parents are aware of it.I really like this one.It kind of scares me.I haven't felt this way about a guy in a long time, and he actually seems to like which makes me more scared.I don't want to fuck it up.We slept together last night (if you know what I mean), and becuase of that I'm worried that he will just walk out of my life now.That is what guys do to me.They just want sex.They get mad when I don't put out after the second date.Sorry, I respect myself and wont sleep with just anyone.
I've been tempted to say 'I love you' to him.Thought I want him to say if first.I told him the other night I was falling for him.He didn't really have much to say.He is a guy and doesn't talk about his feeling.I told him he should be afraid to talk about his feelings, girls like that kind of stuff.He is now start to speak up a little : ] I told him I was worried he would leave me soon, and he said he wasn't going to.Not fore a long time.He seems to be a good one, for once.I'm so happy with him.
Anyways....I had work tonight.We had a change in scheduals.I usually do closing on Thursdays, but now do closing Friday nights as well.Then on Saturdays and Sundays I do lunch.I have done Saturday lunch here and there before and one Sunday I ceme in to do cleaning.But man, Saturdays are busy as hell!!I have worked nearly 30 hours last weeked (working for Thrusday-Sunday).I skipped my class on Monday to stay in bed with my boyfriend who stayed the night.We had talked about being able to stay in bed all day for weeks.We finally got around to doing it.Neither of us had any thing to do.Well, I had school, but like I said I skipped.My psych teacher rocks he lets us skip at least one class.
The winter team is almost over and spring tream is fast approching.It scares me a little.I have a big load and I have more house at work, so it will be a lot to do.I have to fit my boyfriend in there some how.He is going back to school and so we both have scheduals to work around.I'm a bit worried that I won't ever get to see him : [ We will see what happens.
I miss my Shannon.I haven't seen her in two weeks?WE NEED TO HANG OUT!!!and take pictures.heehee.
Tomorrow I am getting a hair cut and then have 6-7 hours of work.YAY!lol.I'm joking, more about the work then the hair cut.I need the cut.
I've been tempted to say 'I love you' to him.Thought I want him to say if first.I told him the other night I was falling for him.He didn't really have much to say.He is a guy and doesn't talk about his feeling.I told him he should be afraid to talk about his feelings, girls like that kind of stuff.He is now start to speak up a little : ] I told him I was worried he would leave me soon, and he said he wasn't going to.Not fore a long time.He seems to be a good one, for once.I'm so happy with him.
Anyways....I had work tonight.We had a change in scheduals.I usually do closing on Thursdays, but now do closing Friday nights as well.Then on Saturdays and Sundays I do lunch.I have done Saturday lunch here and there before and one Sunday I ceme in to do cleaning.But man, Saturdays are busy as hell!!I have worked nearly 30 hours last weeked (working for Thrusday-Sunday).I skipped my class on Monday to stay in bed with my boyfriend who stayed the night.We had talked about being able to stay in bed all day for weeks.We finally got around to doing it.Neither of us had any thing to do.Well, I had school, but like I said I skipped.My psych teacher rocks he lets us skip at least one class.
The winter team is almost over and spring tream is fast approching.It scares me a little.I have a big load and I have more house at work, so it will be a lot to do.I have to fit my boyfriend in there some how.He is going back to school and so we both have scheduals to work around.I'm a bit worried that I won't ever get to see him : [ We will see what happens.
I miss my Shannon.I haven't seen her in two weeks?WE NEED TO HANG OUT!!!and take pictures.heehee.
Tomorrow I am getting a hair cut and then have 6-7 hours of work.YAY!lol.I'm joking, more about the work then the hair cut.I need the cut.