"Now I know"
Ok so I had a really long entry written earlier but now I am way to tired to type it all again.
Today was kinda stressful and gross and I'm really tired. I read a little more of my book in Chemistry class. School has been kinda boring lately besides all the exciting shit I keep hearing. Haha, I love people.
Anyways-
Yesterday was Valentines day. I was kinda scared because usually Valentines days start out good and then end really bad. I dunno what I was worried about because yesterday was awesome. My dad came home early so I used his computer to download some Anthony Rapp songs. Rob called and thats when I decided it was about time to go get his present. So I took my Dad's car and went to CVS. It's not like I got him anything special. A 1 liter of mountain dew..sugar..a frog with a purple heart (gay) and this light up thing that I knew would keep him occupied. Yep..I was right about that one. So Rob came over and then we went to Papa Ginos and got food and brought it back to my house. We listened to Rent of course and hung out. :D Even when I'm in a bad mood or I've had a stressed out day it's really easy for me to forget about it when I'm with Rob. Yesterday was alot of fun and it makes me smile thinking about how much he makes me smile and how much I really care about him. The only thing that gets me upset is knowing that I could have been with him and been like this sooner and stopped all the stupid stuff thats going on if I wasn't stupid. In a way I guess it's better that it happened now. I can honestly say that I love him without having to think if I really do or thinking about it at all. Yeah, your probably thinking "yeah right" but if you are than shove it cause you don't know how I feel.
I'm gonna go take a nap and listen to Anthony Rapp. I rhymed!!
<3
-Kerri*
Today was kinda stressful and gross and I'm really tired. I read a little more of my book in Chemistry class. School has been kinda boring lately besides all the exciting shit I keep hearing. Haha, I love people.
Anyways-
Yesterday was Valentines day. I was kinda scared because usually Valentines days start out good and then end really bad. I dunno what I was worried about because yesterday was awesome. My dad came home early so I used his computer to download some Anthony Rapp songs. Rob called and thats when I decided it was about time to go get his present. So I took my Dad's car and went to CVS. It's not like I got him anything special. A 1 liter of mountain dew..sugar..a frog with a purple heart (gay) and this light up thing that I knew would keep him occupied. Yep..I was right about that one. So Rob came over and then we went to Papa Ginos and got food and brought it back to my house. We listened to Rent of course and hung out. :D Even when I'm in a bad mood or I've had a stressed out day it's really easy for me to forget about it when I'm with Rob. Yesterday was alot of fun and it makes me smile thinking about how much he makes me smile and how much I really care about him. The only thing that gets me upset is knowing that I could have been with him and been like this sooner and stopped all the stupid stuff thats going on if I wasn't stupid. In a way I guess it's better that it happened now. I can honestly say that I love him without having to think if I really do or thinking about it at all. Yeah, your probably thinking "yeah right" but if you are than shove it cause you don't know how I feel.
I'm gonna go take a nap and listen to Anthony Rapp. I rhymed!!
<3
-Kerri*