how easy was that!
You know its funny how things come to you like out of no where tonight I realized that it took me puking on Jon’s floor to get over him It was just like bam out of no where I was talking to Katie and it was like umm yeah and then I was like I’m done I’m over him and it was a good feeling knowing we can still be friends and I don’t have to like him and try to be with him he was a fun b/f but we have so much more fun not together its strange I wish everything came to me this easy humm ha ha I don’t know y I think this is funny b/c well there is nothing funny about it but idk its just hitting me that I was making what we had out to be not all of what it was and yes that makes sense in my mind or I can put it .. It was not all that and a bag of chips like I was making it to be.. god I wish I saw this sooner I would have moved on but noooooooooo I have to try and get what I want and well I did not succeeded and I guess embracing the shit out of myself just moved the process on wow I feel so much better ha this is strange now I’m going to move on and look out side my little box of well just Jon and now its everyone that’s going to treat me good and well I have people to look into this is so awesome hum how about that well if your having trouble getting over someone go puke on there floor it will help lol j/k j/k I’m out I’m going to go do something productive now peace
Love always
Amanda