totally joner...
I feel wierd now...like not good or bad...this past weekend was surprisingly good...Joe Bean two nights in a row...Electric Bass Group played on Friday...it was quite interesting, so fun cal and jay dedicated a song to me...it made me laugh...I love my friends...meg and jessie friend were amazingness as per usual...haha...it was a good night, with bringing this past summer up...I couldn't stop smiling...so many amazing memories with so many amazing people...saturday I visited alfred university, I liked it but not as much as arcadia...I don't know alfred was a quaint little town, but i would be afraid of running home every weekend and not finding my own life, my own sense of self...I don't think my dad likes the idea of me being 5 and a half hours away...he doesn't want ot lose me...I mean he wants me to go where i want to, but I think he is afraid...I am too...afraid of missing home,my family, my friends, and especially my bogart and mosh...but I guess it's a risk I have to take...I want to find out who I really am...anywho that's a long ways off so...saturday night it was back to the JB with some hip happening cool people like meg, carly, marissa, and lindsay...meg, rizz, carly and I ended back at my house to watch elizabethtown...it was quite a good movie...very chick flicky but a good movie non the less...theres a map that she makes for him in the movie...a whole travel plan with music to go with it...I really want to do that sometime...oh yeah rizz made up a new word "joner" were not quite sure what it means...I think everything...so that's exciting....I got home from yearbook at 7:30 pm (yeah i'm a nerd!)today and I watched a movie...sure I have a lot of homework but bah whatever...I watched the sisterhood of the traveling pants and it was really good...at least I thought...it put me in a good mood...and made me want to write...so I did...