ionlyusethistovent.
so lately i feel like ive been wasting my time. like the past 10 months has been a lie and that i will never be enough. apparently i dont deserve answers to all the little details that are kept from me. only to be uncovered at a time when i am incapable of responding to it. is it so much to ask? stop fucking using me.. it is seriously getting old. i am a comfort zone and a comfort zone only. i am the one that is there when nobody else is. but who is there for me? nobody. because i am everyones last resort. i just want to feel important.. needed. or at least special at all for that matter.
it hurts so much i cant explain :[
it hurts so much i cant explain :[