This, that,, or the other?
So CG just left my house. He wants to hang out again tomorrow night...and the night after...
and I might possibly cut his hair the night after that...
But he's not hitting on me at all.
And tomorrow, I'm supposed to go to Joe's for some thing. He's having people over. I'm one of them. But my first instinct was that I wanted to cancel with him to hang with CG.
I told CG maybe.
But I make this rule for myself: If I cancel with Joe to hang with CG tomorrow, I am damn well going to get some fucking answers out of CG.
So, it looks like I probably won't be cancelling on Joe. I wonder if I should have told CG that I have a date...I wonder if he would have been jealous. Any time I have mentioned even the possibility of another guy has been met with silence and a change of subject.
Meanwhile, CG is getting ready to go to a music camp thing in a week or so for 11 days. While he's gone, probably getting laid, do I want to be thinking about how I could have gotten laid, but chose not to for him? Again, another reason why - if I cancel on Joe - I will get some answers from CG.
god damn, I want a cigarette...
and I might possibly cut his hair the night after that...
But he's not hitting on me at all.
And tomorrow, I'm supposed to go to Joe's for some thing. He's having people over. I'm one of them. But my first instinct was that I wanted to cancel with him to hang with CG.
I told CG maybe.
But I make this rule for myself: If I cancel with Joe to hang with CG tomorrow, I am damn well going to get some fucking answers out of CG.
So, it looks like I probably won't be cancelling on Joe. I wonder if I should have told CG that I have a date...I wonder if he would have been jealous. Any time I have mentioned even the possibility of another guy has been met with silence and a change of subject.
Meanwhile, CG is getting ready to go to a music camp thing in a week or so for 11 days. While he's gone, probably getting laid, do I want to be thinking about how I could have gotten laid, but chose not to for him? Again, another reason why - if I cancel on Joe - I will get some answers from CG.
god damn, I want a cigarette...