Oct 03, 2004 16:57
hmm well friday didnt do ne thin was suppost ta do sumthin but that didnt happen then yesterday i cleaned my rm and slept i really need to get actaul sleep my sleepin ways r REALLY bad i mean goin to bed at 12 or 1 wakin up at 530 6 and doin this 4 like that past 3 years has reallys started to catch up to me and spec after halfin a hard time sleepin all summer 2 began w/ i would only get like 20 hours of sleep in 2 weeks which isnt alot when u think bout it its less then 3 hours of sleep a night so yeah i slept alot then i went to cournteys party it was fun happy sweet 16 babe but well yeah but i was upset most of it though but that was cause at the party me and adam got into a big fight and yeah it was great but by the end we were better but we still need to talk and figure alot of things out that weve both been bottlin up 4 sum time now or just put off because we dont want to fight about it and last night we both popped .... so yeah .. and taday well i was suppost to go w/ matt paintballin at 7 in the mornin but i told him ill go next time cause i was 2 tired to go cryin really takes alot out of u.... so yeah wakin up at 6 after cryin and not gettin home tell 1130 and goin ta bed finally tell 2 and woke up at 9 and got yelled at to clean the house and since the time ive woke up tell now and still later will prob will b gettin yelled at ...... i hate bein home i want to leave i cant wait tell i graduate or more of dec. of senior year so i can move out because i hate it at home and every 1 i may not b at skewl tamorrow .... i dont want to go well c or i may go 4 2 classes then go home sayin i dont feel good well yeah cya all lates