Happy Mother's Day
so its been a while since an actual entry so i figured i would just updae a lil bit.
School is almost over only a couple more weeks & then NO MORE HIGH SCHOOL!
today was busy but fun. my family came over & i haven't seen them in a while so that was good. We had to clean our entire house cuz it was the first time ne1 had seen it since the flood. for those of you who have EVER seen my room you would be WAY impressed. Its super clean (i even vacumed)! but i love it now cuz its all redone & pretty :) YAY!
me & brenden are doing a lot better. We haven't been fighing much nemore. Its basically to the point where we hafta stop fighting for the sake of my health. which was improving & is now kinda gettin worse again but i think i've just been stressed out with things from the past reoccurinf recently. funny how the past can never really be the past... it always has a way of sneeking up on you.
RYAN IM SORRY I HAVEN'T MADE IT TO A GAME... I FEEL AWFUL AND I WILL TRY REALLY HARD TO GO TO ONE SOON!
When I'm in the dark and all alone
Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door,
Its then I know my heart is whole
There's a million reasons why I cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cuz I don't wanna be alone
I need to try to not need someone all the time
School is almost over only a couple more weeks & then NO MORE HIGH SCHOOL!
today was busy but fun. my family came over & i haven't seen them in a while so that was good. We had to clean our entire house cuz it was the first time ne1 had seen it since the flood. for those of you who have EVER seen my room you would be WAY impressed. Its super clean (i even vacumed)! but i love it now cuz its all redone & pretty :) YAY!
me & brenden are doing a lot better. We haven't been fighing much nemore. Its basically to the point where we hafta stop fighting for the sake of my health. which was improving & is now kinda gettin worse again but i think i've just been stressed out with things from the past reoccurinf recently. funny how the past can never really be the past... it always has a way of sneeking up on you.
RYAN IM SORRY I HAVEN'T MADE IT TO A GAME... I FEEL AWFUL AND I WILL TRY REALLY HARD TO GO TO ONE SOON!
When I'm in the dark and all alone
Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door,
Its then I know my heart is whole
There's a million reasons why I cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cuz I don't wanna be alone
I need to try to not need someone all the time