First One

Oct 07, 2004 14:28

so this is my first entry.... i suck at trying to keep up with things liek this so we'lll jus see how it goes. Im not gunna go back & give my life story cuz i think thats really boring... nething worth knowing will be mentionedat some point im sure. so now.. recent stuff....... last night me & my boyfriend got a huge fight and sat on the phone for 25 mins in silence. I was distracted by something that was bothering me (ill explain in a minute)but i didnt wanna talk to him about it. He got mad & stopped talking. So i called my ex-boyfriend (of two years... broke up about a year ago).He was with his new girlfriend so he said hed call back when he got home. I then told my bf that i hadta go soon cuz my ex-bf was calling. Basically that was a bad idea........ he hung up on my 4 times. But it was something i needed to do so i went ahead and talked to him. When we broke up it was kinda hard for me, but im fine now & i wanna be friends. But it takes us like a few months to talk to eachother after we do once. I want that to change, i want to try to have an actual friendship because despite what happened we do get along. ANYWAYS, so i went to bed w.o talking to my boyfriend after talking to my ex-boyfriend. I figured he was pissed and probably woulndt talk to me today. HOWEVER, this story does have a happy ending.... i came home for lunch today and my boyfriend was standing in my driveway (he lives an hour or so away). He apologized & we made up & its all good :) But let me tell ya it was NOT a fun night.... even though i enjoyed talking to my ex-bf. I cant really think of anything else exciting.... um... im sure i will wrte about a lot of stuff from child development... we really learn a lot in that class. today's discussion was on mastrubation and anal sex and we watched a birth... it was gross & look so incredibly painful.. i never wanna have kids (actually i want 3) however we didn't watch the bad video of birth yet so we'll hafta wait & see how bad it really is.... :\! well im out... luv ya
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