Hmmm 3 months later!
well since i havent really had much access to a computer the past 3 months, i havent updated this thing. SO here's a little overview of what's happened recently.
FIrst off we are finally moving back in to our house in two weeks. EVerything is pretty much finished, jus few lil touch ups here and there. I'll probably be moving in constaly for the next two weeks, considering I have so much crap to move from the apartment that I didnt have before we left.
Next, boys..... hmm... lets see where do i begin. Okay so me & bren are no more. I flirt too much, he gets too jelous and angry, so that just wasn't working out because its caused way too many fights. I loved him, and still do,& even though some people think i treated him liek crap, they only saw one side, one person crying and being upset. they don't realize it was a two way thing, he made me feel like crap too sometimes, and we just weren't happy anymore. But people need to stop blaming me and realizing that one its none of teir business even if it is their friend, because no one will ever really know what was going on between and in our ouwn minds and hearts, not even each other. He knows i love him and i know he still loves me. We used to be best friends and im hoping we can get back to that place again, but it might take a while and a little bit work on both our parts.
But he aparently can't be my friend when I am moving on and hanging out and kinda dating other guys. Which brings us to Tim. He's a greta guy, and practically everythng i have ever said i wanted in a guy. But its a little too soon to start something new again. so for now, we are friends. even thoughw e hang out all the time and talk on the phone every night, its nice to have someone there though. when i am ready for a relationship again i will start one. but that probably wont be for a little while still.
I might be quitting chorus, simply becuase i hate it and its not even fun anymore, i think the only reason i liked it last was bcuz jenny was in it but she graduated, so now it sux.
I have a job, i cant remember if i had it before i stopped writing or not but its going really well & i love the kids. im also starting to intern at another day care sometime in the next week or two.
alright well i think thats enough for now, ill try to start staying on top of things.
FIrst off we are finally moving back in to our house in two weeks. EVerything is pretty much finished, jus few lil touch ups here and there. I'll probably be moving in constaly for the next two weeks, considering I have so much crap to move from the apartment that I didnt have before we left.
Next, boys..... hmm... lets see where do i begin. Okay so me & bren are no more. I flirt too much, he gets too jelous and angry, so that just wasn't working out because its caused way too many fights. I loved him, and still do,& even though some people think i treated him liek crap, they only saw one side, one person crying and being upset. they don't realize it was a two way thing, he made me feel like crap too sometimes, and we just weren't happy anymore. But people need to stop blaming me and realizing that one its none of teir business even if it is their friend, because no one will ever really know what was going on between and in our ouwn minds and hearts, not even each other. He knows i love him and i know he still loves me. We used to be best friends and im hoping we can get back to that place again, but it might take a while and a little bit work on both our parts.
But he aparently can't be my friend when I am moving on and hanging out and kinda dating other guys. Which brings us to Tim. He's a greta guy, and practically everythng i have ever said i wanted in a guy. But its a little too soon to start something new again. so for now, we are friends. even thoughw e hang out all the time and talk on the phone every night, its nice to have someone there though. when i am ready for a relationship again i will start one. but that probably wont be for a little while still.
I might be quitting chorus, simply becuase i hate it and its not even fun anymore, i think the only reason i liked it last was bcuz jenny was in it but she graduated, so now it sux.
I have a job, i cant remember if i had it before i stopped writing or not but its going really well & i love the kids. im also starting to intern at another day care sometime in the next week or two.
alright well i think thats enough for now, ill try to start staying on top of things.